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-Chill Time, AETV-
So I’m sitting here watching television with the pup and just relaxing and enjoying the afternoon. Had a wonderful lunch out with the family. I’ve come to realize that I have more less taken asabbatical from allowing new people into my reality because of everything I’ve been through. I don’t trust easily anymore so I don’t really give people the opportunity to get to know me very much. I know it’s a protective measure but on the other hand I don’t particularly want to be single forever. Yes I do like the tshirt I posted on Instagram and oh yes indeed it’s definitely the truth but having someone in my life would be a positive thing. I know I am very self-conscious of many things about myself but if someone cannot except me for who I am the way I am then they do not deserve to be part of my life. Yes I have spastic cerebral palsy yes I have a minor limp on the left side I also have some muscle issues but that doesn’t take away from who I am as a human being. Every time I buy a pair shoes it gets interesting but you learn to deal with it. If you can’t deal with it then get the hell out of my way. No I didn’t go to college yes I graduated from my school, I grew up watching CopsTV America’s Most Wanted and several other reality-based television programs that follow real people, no I do not have a degree in journalism no I am not a professional journalist but I have a passion for writing and that is my general therapy for getting out my stresses my aggravations etc. I do not watch the news I get my news from Twitter from Facebook from Periscope from word-of-mouth- The reason I do not watch the news is because I do not like the way they twist stories to make it look a certain way they twisted to make people look bad or to make people look better or whatever way they want to make the news luck I prefer my news raw and unedited from the get go. I support the police I support firefighters I support our first responders paramedics etc. but I do not love our government at this time I cannot stand the people in the White House I cannot stand up people have decided to make judgments make laws make rules about how the country is going to run at a lower safety level then is required-we are having police officer shot in the name of Allah in the name of Islam-Islam has no fucking place in America they shouldn’t even be in the same fucking sentence. I understand the Donald Trump wants to take all Muslims out of the country I almost agree with that 100% except for the fact that not all Muslims are bad people there are definitely some Bad apples bad seeds people want to kill us but they’re also Muslims who are good people who respect freedom who respect America but the number that want to do us harm is outweighing the numbers that don’t and that is where we need to have people screen and everything else so that they pass the safety test and if you don’t pass the safety get out of my country. Going back to me personally, for the most part in my life I am very happy I have friends that I care about I have friends who care about me I have a pretty cool situation happening online where I have access and “friendship” with very important people. Honestly shouldn’t matter to anybody who I am friends with as long as I’m happy as long as I’m emotionally balanced as long as I’m not going insane. Fact that I’ve not had a cigarette since August 2014 is definitely staying a lot for my stress levels being down. Yes I’ve gained some of the weight back that I lost a few years ago but I come to realize that as long as I’m eating healthy that is what matters yes I do have issues with my figure the way I look because I was 115 pounds all throughout high school so being above 130 is a little bit nauseating to me but I’m not going to eat like a bird and deprive myself of the wonderful food in this country. With regard to marijuana use-I like the fact that it is being legalized across the country slowly because I think it definitely positive happenings for certain diseases certain illnesses certain whatever but when you smoke pot as a hobby as whatever if there’s not a medical use for it-maybe there needs to be more looking into the medical marijuana for people who self medicate with it to find out what the exact issue is that there self-medicating for yes I think many over the counter medications or prescription medications cause problems cause problem with addiction cause a problem with overdose they just cause problems- even when I see tweets go across my screen about neighbors complaining about neighbors who are smoking pot-I don’t understand why the hell there’s so much controversy if there are more deaths by alcohol and prescription drugs then there are marijuana overdoses etc. OK so that’s enough for now but I definitely feel so much better after the rant. I’m out for now.
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