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#Crafting RedHeart & Mantis
Okay so here we are again on my back porch in the heat because it’s kinda nice to sit out. Definitely wish I could just hop on the bike and take off and I wish acclimating to the bike wasn’t as time-consuming even though I know I got this just convincing others of that. I know that there are probably some good trails around I just have to figure out where. Right now I really wish my area had sidewalks because then I wouldn’t have to concern others when I’m out and about. My plan when I purchased the bike or even had ideas for the bike was that I was going to be able to be a little bit more independent and not have to rely on others as much-I’m disappointed that we were misguided. I’m disappointed that I had to go through the bicycle purchasing twice. I’m frustrated because I had everything pretty much figured out with a few loose ends there but regardless. In some ways I feel like my life is not my own because I am not in control of certain things and believe you me it gets fucking annoying having to depend on people for transportation. No I’m not going to Uber it. In other news I’m still waiting on my http://www.Redheart.com yarn orders that I placed on July 16. Again I wanted to do things on my own terms but it’s taking forever to get here. Sometimes it feels like everything in my life is hurry up and wait well let me tell you something peeps this gal is getting mighty tired of that mighty tired. Believe you I love where I live but I want some fucking sidewalks. I’m sitting here with the dog just listening as the birds chirp. I feel like I could be doing something else but I’m sitting on my can because I can’t go anywhere or do anything besides eat sleep watch TV and ice cream cone would be nice right now. Earlier today I was reminiscing about the United States Virgin Islands and living there part time-I definitely miss it I miss a lot of things that I don’t have anymore. I don’t know if I need a vacation or what do I need but something has got to change or I’m gonna get broad in the beam.

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