– #MidDecember-#Festivus-
OK so I’ve been thinking the past couple days and there’s tons of shit that bothers me about this world there’s tons of shit that bothers me about the US government but the tone of shit that bothers me about the US government happened before we had President Trump-and it’s still bothers me because there’s still people in the way of #MakingAmericaGreatAgain- I know that Donald had a great idea to bring back America but we have issues with the left/Democrats who do not want this world to proceed as our forefathers; my eighth generation grandfather and his cohorts intended and I can guarantee that those 56 man who signed the Declaration of Independence are totally rolling over in their graves and those of us who Love our country love our military love our firefighters and paramedics and police officers are fed up. Fed up with the Democrats trying to make America crumble. We do not want our freedoms our liberties and our rights being squashed we do not want state runners and state right now. I’m tired of our men and women in blue being murdered just because some thug doesn’t like them. I have been working in my home, I have been very non-outgoing around the public unless I know somebody because for a long time I don’t know who we can trust. It is something that I’ve done For several years.-I lost my father in 2008 he may not have been my biological father, but I do not give two shits because he treated me like one of his own and it did not matter that I wasn’t perfect and everybody else’s eyes because I was perfect in his eyes and to be daddy’s little girl shall we say, the past nearly 10 years have had its ups and downs. I don’t remember life before my stepdad who I do not think of as a stepdad in any means because erased me from the age of seven till I was 29. And the fact that I was perfect in his eyes with all that mattered it doesn’t matter to me what other people think because I know in my fathers eyes I was perfect. I have days where life doesn’t bother me in the slightest but then there are days like the holidays and significant dates that bring me down that make me think about what I do not have which is my father and his mother in my life because they are in heaven. I tend to keep to myself and less I want to reach out to other people because as an introvert I’m more comfortable with just myself and less I want to invite somebody into My Circle, I don’t want to talk to any Tom Dick and Harry Because I don’t open up to every body. I don’t open up to people because I don’t want to lose another person in my life that is important-I am blessed to have certain people in my life that I am able to trust sometimes it surprises the shit out of me that I can trust them but I keep my circle very small and sometimes it drives me crazy but I like having a small circle. I find my happiness in making things for others, I find my happiness in my furbabies. I find my happiness with my family and those who I consider close to me. Even though I would like to be more social in the real world, I have social media that I’m connected with many people. Yes I’d like to be more involved with the community but there’s limits to what I wanna do even though I have explored the political world but with all the craziness going on with sexual scandals, I’m going to sit back and watch. I may do the same thing day after day but I’m happy for the most part. I’m looking forward to the new nascar season but I’m definitely going to miss the drivers who’ve retired. I’m going to be commenting more. For the rest of the year I’ll be working on scarves because I’ve got tons of product to work with. God Bless y’all and thx for reading.
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