Easter & Instagram Etc

#Easter2018, ever since we lost my dad in 2008 life and holidays are completely different than it used to be. I’ve been getting better over the years and unlike people claiming that loosing parents/relatives etc gets easier over the years pass along is kinda true but not all at the same. I say this because the pain and anger of the loss is always going to be there. I’m busy with life in many ways- my creativity has morphed from knitting to makeup. Sometime in mid February, I looked like a complete mess. Conveniently I was at Ulta, knowing I have sensitive skin I will I am always very careful with the products I put on my body. I have four different brands of make up and skin care that I really like. I have collected several eyeshadow palettes, lip colors etc.-I’m pretty sure I have a good assortment of shadows but Lord knows if I find something I like I will put it on my #WishList. My wish list is growing, I will admit that I have bought things on eBay, some of them I do regret. But when you come down to it sometimes make up his make up and prices matter, I’m not going to disclose what I have gotten online. Anyway I have been taking daily selfie’s and posting them on Instagram, carbon copying them to Twitter and my fan page of sorts. Someday if I get lucky to collect the following I will try and work towards being an influencer-I know from watching some videos that clothing make up etc. many other companies set aside money to pay their influencers/ambassadors etc. I would love to have a job like that but I know it’s going to take a long long time to get there if I ever do. Until I get there if I ever do I will continue to # my favorite products companies etc. I know I’m not a supermodel and I probably never will be but a girl can dream of bigger and better things. Just like my crazy pipe dreams of living in a hotel, having a very rich boyfriend etc. I will say that some of the people I follow on Instagram and Snapchat some of my Facebook friends to have been inspiration for my make up routine. Even today when I’m not feeling top notch I put make up on I’m not leaving the house but I put make up on. Not planning to leave the house today either so I’m staying in my pajamas and networking with friends etc. I have been tracking the craziness in the world outside my bubble and I’m not happy with what’s going on- I am worried about the political situation in my country because everyone is at odds. There’s extremism everywhere and it’s scary as fuck. Politics and religion are two topics that can cause complete chaos. I believe in the lord and savior, God but my entire life has been crazy with good & bad. I’ve been mad as hell at him for taking people from my life but I’m also thankful to him for letting me live. People didn’t think that I would survive my hospital stay for over a year. And so I’m rambling. Today is a normal day for me. After I complete this entry, I will be working on another scarf which is already in progress. Also, I’m going try and get more news and entertainment articles posted. #IAmBlessed – Happy Easter, April Fools

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