Life,Liberty & Chaos

No I don’t know why I titled this blog this way but my life is good, I am happy even though every day it’s chaotic and not always in a bad way. Liberty because liberty and justice for all-we as a country need to remember that We need to have justice for victims of crime we need to have our liberties and freedoms protected by a sane and trust for the government. There are a couple states in this country that do not give two flying fucks about our constitution or a bill of rights etc. and that scares the crap out of me. Anyway my life is very good, I am able to work from home on my blogs on my knitting and the occasional pet sitting job is greatly appreciated. The neighborhood is hanging in there even though we have some neighbors that are not as clean living as we wish they were. We have neighbors who live junk on the back porches etc. I am very much looking forward to next month because I am going to kick some ass still because I did kick some this month, I kicked a few things to the curb I did not feel what is beneficial to me. I feel safer mentally with the deletion of certain items from my life. Yesterday was quite fun I can look back now and say it’s fun I think yesterday one of our keurig machines decided to Take a crap. So I packed up my things created the pups and left town-got my Starbucks black tea 45 minutes later and I also grabbed another veggie avocado crunch burger. Also get some make up research at altar. I think I walked What felt like four maybe 5 miles yesterday I know going up and down the driveways of my clients was quite adventurous. I am going to have to start walking to town more often but not so much just for coffee I hope. My social life, not going very far right now I am single, I am happy I do have options I have standards which is why I am very honestly sometimes I wonder why am so picky but it was just the way I was raised. Speaking of being raised I had the best dad in the world from the ages of 7 until 29. For some reason as I was going to sleep last night I was thinking about adoption and how and if things would have been different if you would’ve adopted me other than just the legal name change-I see a lot of different things going on with people emancipating themselves from their parents etc. I really wonder what life could’ve been like what happen like if it would’ve been any different if I would’ve emancipate myself from the biological side and so forth so on I don’t know what made me think about that last night but I can guarantee you that my dad knows I loved him regardless if you adopted me or not which he didn’t but for some children and young adults to be adopted is the best gift of life or in life when I think about my biological father I think about The mental abuse once in a blue moon physical confrontations of course there were verbal confrontation often and I figured when I was in my early mid teens but it would be best to pack munication with. I got to the point well I did not want to be in school when I knew he was coming or where I would not want to go spend the weekends with him because I just did not get along. Anyway I would have to write an entire blog about how much I do not want to do to explain my past with that individual but I’m going to say this it does not take it biological father to be a dad any man can be a father but it takes a special someone to be a dad and a stepdad. AnyWho I am going to spend the rest of my night sitting in bed watching television and knitting.

MsLVidunder: http://www.chiefxpressdog.net

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