So a few days ago I promised that my next journal entry would be dedicated to Dylan McKay, but since I made that promise there have been many ideas tumbling around my head and I need to dump them before I do that tribute to Mr. Coy Luther Perry III. The past few days I have been very emotional frustrated etc. not only about losing look, but in general and part of me doesn’t know why but then part of me says too much craziness is going on in my head and in my life even though people may not see it. Yes I’m happy with my life yes I’m content with my Life, I feel like I have everything I need right now. Yes I am very frustrated with what’s going on in the government and what could happen in the government-I’m tired of certain political groups fucking with my history, my country what my forefathers and ancestors put into motion. Every time I try and post a article that is not related to 90210, someone else comes out with something that is related to. Today I’m happy that I was able to focus on something other than the death. I am frustrated that I’ve not slept in my own bed, I am frustrated that I don’t have my privacy when I sleep-As someone with high functioning autism, I need A schedule a routine something that I can rely on doing every day. That’s why I enjoy working out so much I enjoy getting healthy eating well. I’m discovering new foods new products. I may not be the most popular, I may not be most popular because I speak my mind and I tell the truth no matter what people think. Today I was rambling around in the mall and I noticed a lot of things that are changing and I have found articles related to the reason retail has been changing let’s face it ladies and gentlemen going shopping in the real world is not as simple as shopping online – I am definitely guilty, I love shopping online I have done a little bit today so until I have something intelligent to say I will be posting articles, this Rambo was just get shit out of my brain and yes I’m still pissed off at certain political entities in certain situations in this country which will be expressed in the next couple articles i post I believe.