Dear readers, I have been cutting back on the crazy posting of things that annoy me because lately, I’ve been needing to find my peace and sanity. I have been doing a lot of work on Instagram-I do primarily free promotions of products that I use on the daily. I am not particularly open to offers of “will you promote this or that for us” unless it is a product that I do use-I got a message on Facebook from a lady in a small town in the state of Virginia-I love the state of Virginia but I don’t necessarily want to hook up business wise for someone that I do not know, anyways she was wanting me to probably purchased from her in order to get a Scentsy Business off the ground.-No thank you-I know about the company I have witnessed certain celebrities work with the company and I do not want to go there also I have been monitoring a lot of make up brands because many are coming out with very similar products there is one company that in particular, I do not like because all they do is copycat household brands cosmetics wise. I am always monitoring for copycat wannabes so everybody out there needs to watch their ass because you never know who’s watching you. And I know there are people probably watching me. I have been gracious so far and I’m going to continue to be gracious about the comments and compliments. Whether I am officially working with any brand or not I am going to be good to them and push their products because I like their products not because I’m getting paid to or getting benefits too. Tonight I am up late watching television, have my iPad next to me because there is a special coming up about our beloved the late great Coy Luther Perry II. It has been 13 days since he left us suddenly and tragically, I have learned so much more than I ever would’ve thought about Dylan McKay/Fred Andrews, I am very proud of how he kept his personal life and family life off the charts off the radar, I wish other celebrities had the knack to keep their privacy. Certain celebrities need to realize that their 15 minutes/15 years of fame is dunno. Certain people need to relax and realize when their careers are at a standstill. Last night I dreamt about my own house, also known as not happening but I would love if I could transform the garage into an apartment. I am used to my new living arrangement but I am very unsettled that I do not have any privacy, sleeping in a room with my dogs Is not the problem-the problem is I no longer have my own bathroom, I no longer of doors on a bedroom-I am sleeping in a common room. There is something good that’s come out of this whole mess though, getting my my own make up trolley-something that I wanted from the very beginning of my journey in to the cosmetics world-today I added a new palette to the collection -#LoveInLondon, #BHCosmetics that is the brand that I found on #Poshmark, Posh Mark is where I go when I need something but I do not wanna pay full price or I do not want to pay full price for an item I want to try. Trying a brand and not having to pay full price is pretty damn good and they have definitely cracked down on counterfeit. I am now primarily a buyer, I did sell a few things for my collection which I will admit I wish I had placed differently so I got a higher storm of money but I learned. Some days I’m Ballin on a budget some days I don’t mind paying full price for something. There are days where I am daydreaming about a vacation but at the same time, I know that if I went on vacation I may or may not come home because I’d be content with different scenery. Anyway hopefully tomorrow, I will be finding some new stuff to post and I may even be starting a new category on the website because I find a lot of things on Pinterest that I really like and I like to share things that make me happy or make me think etc.
So it’s been a while since I’ve sat down with a few minutes to myself. The girls are sleeping and I’m watching television. It’s been a long and emotionally charged month and we are only halfway through March. The loss of Luke Perry has thrown a dagger through the hearts of millions of people around the world. I’ve learned more about Dylan now that he’s gone, I know that he’s a very private person which I love about him. He kept his children protected as well as his personal life. I was sharing articles on here for what felt like forever. Aside from the onslaught of Luke Perry news, there was also a steady stream of articles about Lori Loughlin who along with other parents were in serious trouble for bribery and college fraud. Let’s just say her and her daughter’s careers are toasted. Many other things happening in the world but for my own sanity, I am not sharing everything I see on the web. So in other news, I have been knitting a lot and I’m still working out on the daily. It’s just hit me that I am absolutely exhausted and could sleep for a while if I could. So adios for a while.
So Facebook and Instagram are not cooperating with me, I have several in the holding tank on Instagram and I have been avoiding Facebook the best they can-many things I want to repost on Instagram and I cannot. I am working on my knitting and watching television, very happy that I did not have anything removed at the doctors office this morning #DermatologistAppointment, shared several articles regarding Brandon Margera and also Luke Perry-It is still difficult to believe that Mr. Perry is no longer with us. I am very happy to know that he is at peace in the country specifically Dickinson Tennessee where he had a farm since 1995. I’m looking forward to seeing the Beverly Hills 90210 reboot because rumor has it that they are going to find a way to honor and tribute our wonderful Dylan McKay. I know I said that I was going to write a letter to Luke but every time I look around and think about what I wanna say, someone else has already set it Dickinson Tennessee where he had a farm since 1995. I’m looking forward to seeing the Beverly Hills 90210 reboot because rumor has it that they are going to find a way to honor and tribute our wonderful Dylan McKay. I know I said that I was going to write a letter to Luke but every time I look around and think about what I wanna say, someone else has already said it. Anyway I have been doing some ridiculous shopping of things I don’t necessarily need but I wanted and I had the funds to get them so I did but being at the middle of the month I have told myself no more until the middle of April. President Trump has just officially put all the 737 max Boeing aircraft on holding pattern meaning they cannot fly after the recent crash I believe it was in Ethiopia. There of been so many different things going on in the world that I’ve been trying to distance myself from because the less stress and less anxiety. Still going strong at the gym I have not been back since I weighed in at 160 pounds-uncertain if I’m still there but I am watching what I eat. In the recent days I’ve been getting away with only one cuppa coffee and I have been drinking a lot of water and hot chocolate on ice. With the use of my magical toothpaste, my teeth and become whiter and the sensitivity has virtually gone away. I am still an independent consultant with regard to that product and several others that link is on my website-I have been monitoring Instagram etc. for all kinds of things that I can promote. There is a few make up/cosmetic companies that are making duplicate/copycat product and some of them are going after the big boys. When you go after a big boy company with a fake knock off it’s very annoying and frustrating especially when it’s a company that I do promotions for whether it be official or not. Also with regard to the incident yesterday at Wegmans-if you don’t follow me on Facebook messenger you may not know this-but yesterday I was leaving the gym, going to the grocery store-some guy walked up to me and said where is your jacket, it’s cold out-I said my sweatshirt is warm enough. Then he went on to ask if I wanted a beer, Thank you but no thank you-by the way the governor of California just suspended the death penalty but going back to Wegmans-that was the first time that someone’s ever gotten up in my face like that and with that being said I now carry pepper spray. Anyway enough with my rambles and hopefully I will be able to post on Facebook and Instagram in the near future. Until then I will be posting here on the blog.
Just hanging out with the girls, watching TV and relaxing I even had a pretty good day even though I still miss Luke Perry think we all do and I don’t think that it is going away anytime soon. Anyway today I received my 10 pounds cast iron plate weight and I did some shopping of necessary at Ulta. I also grabbed a few more silicone rings from my favorite company in the word- Enso. I already have tears, I ordered four more, I wanted two sets of three. Honestly, I may be going to bed early considering the pups are already asleep. FYI, I think I’m doing a rant blog post tomorrow about the shit that is somewhat bothering me.
So a few days ago I promised that my next journal entry would be dedicated to Dylan McKay, but since I made that promise there have been many ideas tumbling around my head and I need to dump them before I do that tribute to Mr. Coy Luther Perry III. The past few days I have been very emotional frustrated etc. not only about losing look, but in general and part of me doesn’t know why but then part of me says too much craziness is going on in my head and in my life even though people may not see it. Yes I’m happy with my life yes I’m content with my Life, I feel like I have everything I need right now. Yes I am very frustrated with what’s going on in the government and what could happen in the government-I’m tired of certain political groups fucking with my history, my country what my forefathers and ancestors put into motion. Every time I try and post a article that is not related to 90210, someone else comes out with something that is related to. Today I’m happy that I was able to focus on something other than the death. I am frustrated that I’ve not slept in my own bed, I am frustrated that I don’t have my privacy when I sleep-As someone with high functioning autism, I need A schedule a routine something that I can rely on doing every day. That’s why I enjoy working out so much I enjoy getting healthy eating well. I’m discovering new foods new products. I may not be the most popular, I may not be most popular because I speak my mind and I tell the truth no matter what people think. Today I was rambling around in the mall and I noticed a lot of things that are changing and I have found articles related to the reason retail has been changing let’s face it ladies and gentlemen going shopping in the real world is not as simple as shopping online – I am definitely guilty, I love shopping online I have done a little bit today so until I have something intelligent to say I will be posting articles, this Rambo was just get shit out of my brain and yes I’m still pissed off at certain political entities in certain situations in this country which will be expressed in the next couple articles i post I believe.
So I’ve been thinking about so many things over the last few days and I’ve decided to dump my mind. I’ve been working on my fitness journey on a regular basis. My eating is better despite the cold snap we’ve found ourselves in. Phuck you Phil, thought you proclaimed that spring would be here sooner than later? Last time I checked the scale, it was 10 lbs from my goal but I don’t know if I have hit a bump or not. Wish I could eliminate some more of my cravings that are leftover. Watching television all day with my pups and knitting. Yes I have enough yarn for a while but that’s not going to stop me from shopping for it. I love grabbing things that catch my eye and crafting keeps my Nana’s memory alive. I have been sharing articles of interest but ever since the news of Luke Perry’s stroke- I’ve been in a rut. A rut that I don’t know when I’m going to emerge from. I have shared so many political articles lately that I’m on political burnout. Do I fully support the Republican Party? No, I don’t & no I don’t fully support the Democrats either. I’m completely frustrated with the happenings in my country and I can say that because it was my 8th and 10th generation grandfather were responsible for the birth of this nation. Anyway, I need to go relax with my pups until I find any other news of importance.
So good afternoon everybody! I am writing this from the road because my uncle was lucky enough to receive notification today that his new vehicle was ready for pick up. Anyway I learned some interesting things when I went retail therapy browsing for mainly in Ulta beauty. I learned some things that are good and some things that are not so good. Not so good, is the fact that the brand in which I started my make up collection with is apparently filing for bankruptcy or has filed for bankruptcy in the recent years and it is just coming to light because she is struggling with sales and has a lot of merchandise in a warehouse that she is trying to liquidate. Now the article that I shared earlier to with my blog, it was about #MallyGirl. Which was or is the original #MallyBeauty, Ulta beauty or Mally Beauty is working on pulling out of all Ulta beauty locations I don’t know what the future of those products are going to be but if you don’t perform well enough in a brick-and-mortar store such as Ulta beauty-I don’t know how long your company will last. The good news from Ulta beauty is that my favorite low-cost high-quality brand #BHCosmetics is going to be getting a bigger display, #Neutrogena is going to be downsizing it’s display there is going to be new displays on that one side of theKing of Prussia location. Very happy about the upgrades coming to my local #UltaBeauty. I received my order from Urban Decay, sending the two vice special effects liquid lippies to the stockpile drawer. Definitely exciting to know I can wear whatever brand of lip color then have a long-lasting top coat. Be that my beauty products arrived earlier than expected, I wonder if my #LennyAndLarry’s stockpile order is going to be arriving early. Mom purchased a new snack for us all a paleo friendly snack that is vegan organic and delicious. Also, I have been posting a few random articles to the website today. Looking forward to getting the life back with regard to being copilot to my mom. Life is going to be good from here on out. I’ll be doing a little more sharing the website before bedtime even though the adrenaline rush has gotten everyone exhausted. God Bless America and our wonderful military and all first responders.
I don’t really give two shits what people think about the merger of messenger systems. When I share certain items on the blog, I’m sharing what I think is relevant to an interest in the world. I don’t always agree with political personalities even if they are in my political party. I may be registered with one party, but I don’t always agree with what they say /do. I am a proud American Patriot with ancestors who are responsible for the creation of the country but I guarantee that they are spinning in their graves knowing what this country has become. My own father is probably disgusted with what’s going on in the country.
So today’s events were quite taxing and annoying because nothing went smoothly but I survived the day with no meltdown. I went to the doctor for a regular appointment and then had blood work done which was aggravating just because it was hurry up and wait. Going with no food or drink until after noon is a complete pain in the ass. I rely on caffeine/coffee for my sanity. I’m finally getting some relaxation time with my girls and tomorrow I’ll be able to work all day on my knitting. Knitting as I’ve mentioned in past entries is very relaxing for me and I’m certain that it’s something that keeps me calm. I have enough yarn in the basement for several weeks to come since it takes at least three days to make anything. Today when I was sitting in the dr’s office, I shared an article about a young man who is in the sixth grade who is a crochet addict and started when he was about five years old. He is only 11 but I find it pretty awesome that a young man wants to take on the craft world. I think that article is filed under #CraftingPawz. This morning I went to the gym well I should say late morning. I only got in have a work out but half is better than none and as for my social situation from yesterday, I honestly don’t give two fucks because it’s his loss. I have been talking to him often on for about a year I may be a little more and we tried to meet up once before this and it fell through I have and it fell through again yesterday with zero communication. When I checked the site where we had met &!he message but did not reply so I blocked his ass and I took him out of my favorites on the phone and everything else. While I was at the gym, I found out that the Chapman family is going to be on television again they are currently filming for WGNA and they are teaming up with other bountyhunters to catch fugitives. Definitely looking forward to this program whenever it comes on. I have been a fan of theirs from the get go. Do I feel guilty about shopping on Poshmark, absolutely not because I get some of the best product from companies I love at discount prices -Do I shop too often absolutely I do but sometimes shopping makes me feel better. With regard to the Philadelphia Eagles, regardless what happen yesterday and thank you to Nick and Jason-I love this team because I love Philadelphia. Even though we did not make it to the Super Bowl this year we did it last year and we made it pretty damn far this year. It’s like Martin Truex Jr, God bless him-we won the championship in 2017, it was a great run it was awesome I have the championship flag on my fence I have the Philadelphia Eagles 2017 Super Bowl flag on my fence-I’m adding an American flag W/red and blue stripe in February I hope. There’s definitely some stuff I’m going to post on this blog after I finish this crazy entry but when I purchase something on Poshmark it’s because either I don’t want to pay full price for it it’s hard to find Gotta have it. Just because I came into the skincare and make up scene way later than many other people, doesn’t mean I can’t have fun at my age. Age just a number it is how you feel inside that matters I forget the quote that Ian Ziering uses when it comes to how you take care of your skin but I know as I get older my skin shows my age sometimes and that’s why I’m now a skin care junkie but I use Tarte Cosmetics skin care except for the glacial marine mud mask – The reason I split my skin care regimen is because I found things that work for me and it doesn’t matter what brand, if it works I stick with it. Talking about toothpaste, there is only one brand I can use and that’s the company’s brand…. The AP 24 whitening toothpaste without fluoride is the only toothpaste that doesn’t hurt my teeth or my mouth etc., today I had ice water no ice chest cold ass water and my teeth did not hurt at all. So I know this is a ramble but it’s how my brain works sometimes everything just feels out in it’s not organized. Now I’m going to go scroll the Google posts again to see what I need to share to keep my blog interesting. Thanks for having patience to read this chaos.
So I’m sitting here watching television, I do every day anyway but I have been thinking a lot about my first journal entry for 2019. And I wanted to thank all my new subscribers/followers and I appreciate every single one-when I started this blog back in the day I never thought it would grow to this potential. When I say I never thought it would grow to a potential, I mean I never thought I would become someone who people wanted to follow up, someone who people looked to as an influencer. I say that because I have gotten many many likes on my Instagram about the products I “promote review”-I do indeed have an affiliation with NuSkin, I am an independent consultant-I do more promotion versus sale but I am a devoted user of the toothpaste with out fluoride. Up until I tried the AP 24 whitening toothpaste, my teeth were horrible-I was afraid to brush my teeth because the pain. In October or late September I decided yes I’m going to try. I have used it ever since I bought it and I love it I will not change back to a regular toothpaste with the chemicals etc. I believe it was the chemicals that made my mouth and my teeth hurt and bleed.Granted my teeth still played every now and then but it’s not as bad. I also love the glacial marine mud mask because it pulls out the impurities and it pulls out the blackheads and it makes my skin smoother. I also use some other cosmetics that I love that I unofficially promote. I know that it would make me more credible as a NuSkin independent consultant. I do have credibility I do have honesty in my posts regardless of what product I am using or eating etc. I am honest. I have a good relationship with Chobani yogurt, I am not on their squad of employees or official promoters/ambassadors but that’s OK-I love certain cosmetic brands more than others-
Originally when I started out in February 2017, it was on a whim, a whim because because I have black circles under my eyes I had puffiness under my eyes I started wanting to get rid of that. I happen to be out and about, I went into Ulta beauty, did a little spontaneous spending which is something that has happened a lot lately on different items that I may not necessarily need but I necessarily wanted. I started with Mally Cosmetics -I love trying new products. I swear that I have enough make up but then I turn around and I go buy something else something that I may or may not need. I have several of everything in some categories, I get multiple of one thing in different brands because I don’t want to run out of something at the wrong time. Like right now, I’m in need of extra Urban Decay setting spray and lip primer etc. I also have a few different brush sets from BH Cosmetics that I am lusting after. But aside from my cosmetics obsession, I really want to get my weight under control once & for all. I am thankful for my new insurance which will allow me to get into a gym program. I have always wanted to be able to go to the gym and work on my image. Speaking of image, I’m on the edge where I do and do not like myself image-wise. I have always been this way and probably always will. I have been told by others, that I look good etc, but I don’t and won’t see it until I get to where I want to be physically and mentally. Right now, I am putting lipstick on a mini pig.
Anyhow, the reason I had originally wanted to write this entry is because of the fact that I am frustrated with certain people and things going on. The craziness of the bigwig Democrats trying to destroy the country and the president. It makes me sick because of the fact that this country wasn’t meant to be invaded by undocumented immigrants and political officials who were not born here in America. I know that the country was built on immigration but these new immigrants aren’t going through the proper channels. Illegal immigration is the death of my country. I have friends who are Democrats and they are great people but politically we don’t agree. The other thing that annoys me is when certain people are immature in relationships,not necessarily with me but in general. If you are in a commitment with somebody,it’s improper to be anything except friends with others. And I don’t want to hear about your marriage etc. Now when it comes to relations with me, I’m looking for someone who is going to be a great friend and more of a life partner. I’m not getting any younger. When it comes to the Asperger’s, I need a partner who is going to be a long-term steady person in my life, and I don’t do very well with change. The flirtationships I have had in the past, are indeed apart of the past, but I always have questions about what could have been. Some of the people who’ve I’ve had relations with I’m still in contact with but some I am not. What to do do I have regrets? Yes and no, do I wish things were different in my life? Yes I do, I think that I could be in a different situation if I had more freedoms. But I look back on my life and think about how lucky I am. My life is pretty good to the point where I do indeed have what is necessary. And necessary is good enough for now.