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Life Update July

I have not written a blog in forever but it’s because life took over and I had to go with the flow. Just thought it would be cool to do an update on life. I needed more space in my life and was thinking about getting my own apartment. After looking at prices on everything, I chose to not go anyplace new because even with the politics in my town, I really cannot think of anywhere that has the better grouping of retail. Retail is a pain regardless of where you live but being near one of the biggest shopping centers in the country has it’s benefits. So I am getting help with flipping the basement into a retreat. So far I have the wine cellar flipped into a mini space, but I’m sitting on my new futon sofabed. Yes, I’m still in a great relationship with an amazing man who I can not see life without. Everything with regard to the crazy coronavirus, oh lordy lord, I cannot understand how in the hell a country such as this has selected a “president & vice president” who are actually worse than Donald Trump. Yes, I said worse than Donald Trump. Only four years under “the Donald” but gracious this country has still gone down the hill. I’m clearly finding out where I stand politically- I maybe registered as one party. but I am definitely not straight party or completely agreeing with one party. I am definitely conservative in some places but very liberal in others. I support the LGBTQ+ Community and do not support abortion. I think about all the lives that have been lost to infantcide.. Another thing I want to shed some light on is some illnesses that people do not care about until it’s too late. OK I am now working on the knitting After the thunderstorms and a triple explosion which I did not know if it was the transformers or something else so I ended up calling the police department/fire department and they came to investigate and thankfully it was nothing big. Was is it wasting resources? I really don’t think so because I didn’t know what exploded I heard a triple boom in a triple flashto investigate and thankfully it was nothing big. Why is it wasting resources? I really don’t think so because I didn’t know what exploded I heard a triple boom in a triple flash. I am conversing with someone who I never thought I would be friends with, the daughter of one of the actors from 90210. Not Busey GeoI am conversing with someone who I never thought I would be friends with, the daughter of one of the actors from 90210. I always thought that they did not do Luke Perry justice in the tribute department on the reunion, Riverdale did a much better job of paying tribute to Luke Perry. I don’t know what Tori Spelling was thinking or if she was. since the passing of Luke, there has not been very much Conversation about stroke about colorectal cancer. We all know that Shannen is currently battling cancer. I lost my dad to cancer, and now Joe E Tata is battling has been battling Alzheimer’s disease/illness. there are good days there are bad days and he remembers his career, he has his daughter but his daughter has been kept away from him not by his choice by a conservator that was not even a wife. i’m going to get more information on that before I speak more on the conservator but she is not doing anything positive for Joe or his daughter. The point of me bringing this up is that once the television show has gone once the actors passed away that is when people wonder what the fuck happened to the actors they care about the children may be but what about when the actors and actresses etc. are still alive whether they’re battling illnesses or not it makes me angry that people don’t give a flying fuck until after the fact. I am working on a seperate entry summing up facts and feelings about Beverly Hills 90210 and the health issues going on with main charcters that have pretty much been ignored. In other news, my cave/lounge is coming along well, A lot of memorabilia has come into the cave which is amazing & an amazing work in progress. With regard to the entertainment aspect of my new enviornment, I have a television with dvd player && Roku streaming with multiple subscriptions. I also have Amazon Alexa. Aside from the basement, I am working on many projects – creative projects. Knitting and writing/information distribution . I have decided to post on Instagram and Facebook etc on Beverly Hills 90210 real life. We lost Luke Perry to an ischemic cerebrovascular incident. we know that Shannen Doherty is currently battling breast cancer. what many people don’t know right now is that Joe E Tata is currently almost stage seven Alzheimer’s disease. And the fans want to know about the health of the people we grew to love over the ten-year span of the series. When we lost Luke, it was RIP, etc. for a week or two and nobody has said squat since! I understand Shannen in wanting privacy during this time but also I think it’s important to raise awareness for diseases that can be preventable unfortunately I find it ironic and scary that her character had a breast cancer scare and now she’s going through it in real life. Back when she was first diagnosed, Luke had a colorectal cancer scare so they went through that together. What’s been said and it’s true is that Shannen came back to do the reboot in honor of Luke in memory of Luke. I don’t think she would’ve come back if it were not for that situation. Speaking of Luke Perry, the tribute that Riverdale did in honor of Luke was 10,000 times better than the tribute two him on the reboot BH 90210. i’m curious now who owns the rights to the name “the peach pit“ because there is apparently a restaurant out there on Melrose named the peach pit and it has the design of the 90210 restaurant. It has memorabilia according to a source and what I wanna know is who owns the rights to the name in reality. furthermore why hasn’t there been a Melrose Place reboot why hasn’t there been a “shooters bar“ restaurant pop-up. Is it because the money was needed by the cast of 90210. The only one I gave a hall pass to Is Shannen because of her cancer.

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415 JE

  Good morning and it has been forever since I’ve done a journal entry, I wonder if this one will reach the post or not. I am walking around #5Below because I don’t want to go out in the big part of the mall right now and I am just relaxing and browsing. I got on my scale yesterday and this morning for the first time with the app activated and I am exactly where I thought I would be unfortunately I need to lose 20 pounds but the good thing is my partner loves me regardless which I knew he would. I am very blessed to have an amazing life partner Who is amazing and absolutely the best thing that’s happened to me in several years aside from my sweet Chihuahua.  I have been taking a sabbatical from Facebook and other crazy social media platforms because I cannot stand it anymore how crazy the world has gotten it’s absolutely disturbing and disgusting. The police brutality the racism the unnecessary chaos. We are in the same place we were 30 years ago with racism and hatred and on the outside, it may look like we’ve progressed but in reality, we have not. In the past several weeks I have had big issues with my anxiety and depression because of circumstance I don’t know if it’s because of Covid/lockdown restrictions whatever it is I need it to stop. I’m very happy that I’m going to my doctor today to talk about all kinds of things. I am very blessed to have connections on Instagram that have sustained my mental health but now it’s time to bring out the big guns. There are things that I’ve done that have helped my anxiety like bringing my knitting everywhere and I mean everywhere regardless if I need it or not it is with me. I am not doing as much exercise today because I don’t want to wear myself out before I need energy this afternoon so I’m going to sit and craft and do this dictation. I know I used to love the shopping mall I know I used to love intermingling with people on a small scale but that is since left the building of familiar comfort because everybody has a different opinion on what should be happening with personal protection equipment whether they choose to wear it or not wear it or where in properly. I always have my coffee with me or a beverage of some sort so I’m not always masked up but I have it. Right now in my knitting bag, there are three projects and I’m going to hopefully be done with all of them by the time summer hits. Speaking of summer I look forward to having a great summer and the rest of spring.  In the rant above, I said something about how the world has gone to hell and it’s true regardless of what president regardless of what administration this world has gone to shit and our freedom and liberty, etc. is on the chopping block It’s disgusting that our history is being ruined because people are uncomfortable it’s disgusting that our monuments are landmarks are being destroyed because people are uncomfortable it’s part of our history as a country to have Confederate monuments we have or had. former presidential monuments to have all the things we have or had. So even though I feel like there’s more in my system that I want to say I’m going to leave it short like this because I can guarantee there will be another chapter of my rants. So until next time folks thanks for following my crazy blog thanks for listening to my random thoughts and interesting articles I will talk to you soon. 

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Quick Thought RE Riots

Dear readers, I am very disappointed with the riots in Washington, D.C. Those who stormed the US Capitol were definitely wrong. Also the Democrats are definitely wrong as is Hollywood for calling on social media to block Mr. president but on the other hand maybe it’s necessary right now. He has a loose cannon and the reason I voted for him is because I was against the opposition I amRegistered Republican but that does not mean I agree with everything. It makes me sick that people think it’s OK to do what they did inin reality of that four people were killed and 52 arrests were made. There was nothing peaceful or OK with what happened the past 24 hours Washington DC in reality of that four people were killed and 52 arrests were made. There was nothing peaceful or OK with what happened the past 24 hours. I understand Hollywood has a right to speak out but I think celebrities need to shut the fuck up unless they have a career choice to go into politics. Just like we did with Barack Obama we made it through that and we will make it through the Biden administration. But keep in mind President Biden is a puppet for the Democrats for the Democratic extremists. I’ll be taking a break from posting extra things I will be scheduling but I am going to try and focus on my sanity. Thank you for following me I appreciate every single one of you.

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2020 Y 2021 P1

Good Morning and welcome to another crazy journal entry. I have been silent on the journal entries lately because of all the chaos in the world and I do not want to repeat anything out of frustration. Life has changed significantly in this world and I don’t see it going back to three 2020 for a very very long time. Granted there have been some beautiful glimmers of awesomeness in this devastating year, most of it has been devastating. Obviously with the bioterrorism that is the coronavirus which I have thoughts about when it got here when it was recognized etc. but we also have the political wildfire which is out of fucking control and I’m not happy one iota about it. We also have chaos in the beauty industry thanks to Jeffree Star. He has effectively been canceled at his partner well I should say former partner Morphe. They removed his product from shelves/stores at least two months ago and it’s wonderful to be able to go in there and shop without seeing his dramatic being. I enjoyed the morning walking at the mall because it was very quiet and peaceful. Also, I enjoyed my visit to Walmart because I was able to use a little holiday money on some beautiful Quality yarn and it seems like Walmart has been able to restock a little bit in their craft department even though it is still a fucking mess. Also, I checked my shipments from eBay and everything is stuck in a facility located in Philadelphia. Well, it is frustrating to still be waiting for the product I am not going to be sending any negative email because it’s here just not delivered yet. As for my personal life – it is going well and I am very happy yeah I’m looking forward to a future that is very happy with my life partner. Honestly never thought I would find my twin flame on a random app for free but I’m very happy I did find him. About articles on the website, I am using the site as a digital journal for whatever I am interested in. That’s exactly why I started blogging in the first place. Sometimes I am consciously posting breaking news but also posting past news as a reminder depending upon the content. Even reposting important news multiple times. I am currently working on the Nashville terrorism event. Yes, I said terrorism because even though it is domestic with a workplace violence tagging smell it is indeed terrorism since it’s an intentional act to cause harm. With this in mind, I am signing off for a while until I have more brain farts of insightful information.

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Life +Corona x Lockdown

OK so I haven’t done a life update in a little while and I probably have one in the bin that I haven’t published but I’ve been working I’ve been shopping I’ve been living my life. Not everything that has been happening needs to be reported but my relationship is going well and I’m happy with him but this is more of a content update. I know that my content is random I know that not all my content is up-to-date and I don’t give a shit because this is my journal of what’s going on in my world in the big world and what other people think doesn’t really bother me. So if it upsets you that I post random times random topics I’m sorry

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#Journal101.2

OK as I said in the last blog #Journal101.1, I had some things to talk about with regard to online shopping from small businesses and also my coming out of the closet. Small business shopping-I will shop small when I can if you have a product I want and it is a reasonable price I will purchase but I believe strongly that if you have an online business you must have it registered you must be able to prove the paperwork and you must have fair shipping guidelines etc. Do not jack up the price of shipping or any item. If I purchase an item if I claim an item that I want- I don’t fucking expect the bill to be over $500 or over $300 when it’s all said and done that’s including shipping I’m not gonna pay fucking $55 for shipping and I’m going to check where you’re located versus where are you say you’re located this particular shop that screwed me over and blocked me said she was in Ohio moving to Texas but she’s really in Virginia she has no paperwork I didn’t business cards and her PayPal footer. I’m smarter than she thinks I am. With regard to me and the closet, I have always had a minor interest in women but never enough to act on and people have said since I will be able that but I should explore that side If I have an opportunity. I don’t know if I want to because it’s not strong enough to explore. I have certain standards and I am not found anyone who holds up to those standards in any gender right now. So I have 99 problems and being bicurious isn’t really a problem so I guess I have 100 and no problems. But I do say it does feel good become totally clean with the witchcraft with the LGBTQ and we don’t know about autism and OCD and anxiety. There are plenty of shirts out there plenty of things out there I could adopt from pride but I’m not going to because that’s not me it’s prideful enough without wearing the clothing. But I hate afraid to wear the rainbow let’s just put it that way I have always loved rainbow. With regard to my weight gain, #FuckYouCovid, and quarantine, but I have cut back extreme on the snacking and the choices that go in my mouth. I will get back to 160 it’s just gonna take time. I know I want to be lighter than 160 but right now my goal is 160. With regard to relationships in general, there is not any interest right now I am social and that’s the way it’s gonna be especially in the times were living in. People are always complaining that they have not been out on a date that they have not been asked to dinner etc.-do you not understand that we are in the middle of a health crisis and life is not going to be normal the way it was ever again and it’s sad especially for the economy my mind because my mall it’s not as thriving as it was back in March. Many stores have shifted their strategies and there are many quiet storefronts. A little birdie told me yesterday that there are at least six stores that have shifted to online only and they are using their storefronts here as fulfillment centers. So it has been a hot minute since I wrote anything but that’s cause I have been busy with life. Instead of just talking about it, I’ve been living in it. I remember what got this entry rolling & it was online shopping. Yes, I am still purchasing online and no it’s not going to stop just because of a few sour apples. No longer will I trust any business that doesn’t have verified credentials. In the past few weeks ago, I got a new pair of Crocs. The Rainbow tie-dye version. I had a lavender pair in the past which I can’t seem to be able to fin. Thanks to Poshmark, I was able to get three more sets. The grey with fuzz trim arrived but I am waiting for the watermelon and a new pair of lavender. In the meantime, I have gotten a few more pieces of selenite and other crystals. Most from my dealer in Virginia and some local. Today specifically was kind of fun because I finally decided to join the ”James Charles Sisters Community ” with the purchase of the •mini artistry palette• also I got my paws on some new yarn. So I’m excited to play with the beautiful makeup and yarn. I’m going to be shifting away from the Red Heart yarns because honestly, they are crappy – Crappy but I still use it because I have it in stock, I am thinking about sending some unused overflow yarn to Wisconsin because #JonahLarson could probably use some fan support at the moment even though he has a deal with one of the biggest yarn companies in the country. I have been silent on the journal front even though I have been working on the blog editing and scheduling, I have been quiet because I have been living my life and not telling everybody every damn thing that happens. Living life and enjoying my family friends etc. I remember not long ago I posted about relationships and how I never thought I would find the “perfect relationship“ but I don’t think there is such a thing as a perfect relationship but to find the “perfect partner“ for you is possible. I was not looking for a relationship per se but I found one and I’m happy – apparently, I have a thing for “blue-collar guys“ but that doesn’t bother me because I’m not in it for money or fame or anything I’m in it for the heart. My guy is a sweetheart and I couldn’t be more thankful. We have been together for a month but it feels like much longer than that we are a very good match for each other we connect on a mental emotional and physical level-he is not a model or celebrity style but I don’t give two shits because we have a bond that we’ve had since the first five minutes and I never would’ve guessed that a well-being message would turn into a relationship. Speaking of relationships, good ole Jeffree Star doesn’t waste much fucking time literally figuratively jumping from relationship with Nathan to a new one with somebody that I don’t know of course I don’t know Nathan either but apparently, his new partner has an ex-girlfriend that is shocked that her former lover decided to bed down with Jeffree Lynn! To be honest, I wouldn’t want my ex or maybe I would want them to bed down with that being but speaking of my exes, I am not speaking to one and on the verge of not speaking to the other because what do I need to be my life for when I have moved on? Come September I am hoping and praying that I can start saving money because living on the skids isn’t something I’m particularly fond of.

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Journal 101.1

I have been thinking a lot lately about all the covididiots and celebrities who have been speaking out about the GOP , here’s what I am feeling: instead of fucking up the county I love, please get outta my homeland, I was born & raised in the city of brotherly love & it’s making me sick to see how it’s going to hell in a hand basket. If you’re happier in another country or continent- please go back. There’s nothing telling you to remain here. On this day that we lost Charlie Daniels, I’m thinking about everything going on today and this world is changing at a rapid pace! Some of it good and some of it not. Bless all first responders and essential workers who are working their asses off to keep us going and safe as humanly possible. By the way, in Pennsylvania I know we’re going to be masking up indefinitely and that’s just fine with me. I am going to be just fine as long as I am able to get fresh air & keep my sanity. What this world needs is a few more rednecks. OK so I just wanted to put my two cents in about #JeffreeStarCosmetics and the break up with #MorpheBrushes. Hallelujah thank you Gods, they say it couldn’t be done and they said it wouldn’t happen but hell has frozen over for Jeffree Star and I couldn’t be happier. I am a former #StarFamily member. I am going to use what product I have left which is a ton. I am not throwing out expensive make up regardless because I paid for it I’m going to use it. The other thing I am going to be very curious about is the relationship with #LipstickNick. She is heavily involved in Morphe and I love her but that can only be said for certain things I love her artistry I love her charisma but I unfollowed her because of her affiliation with Mr. Diva. I’m not sure how the employees of Morphe i’m going to feel because I know some of them love #JSC. Another thing I have decided to boycott still is Starbucks, many reasons why I’m unhappy with them. Between the tampering with police officers beverages and their issue with certain groups it is a problem with me also the situation that I posted on Instagram from Sophie Perry, I know it’s individual employees that are doing this but as a company it does not look good and it’s disgusting. Racism and hatred have zero place in this community. OK so it’s been a few days and a lot of shit has happened, #JeffreeStar made a sad sad attempt at apologizing and plugged his upcoming releases with #JeffreeStarCosmetics claiming that all this bullshit will never happen again and I knew right after it was published that he would get shit for the fake apology which he has and he has subsequently deleted certain social media posts. I like it much better when it was radio silence. Another thing that has happened was soliciting in the King of Prussia Mall now those of us with common sense no that soliciting is persona non grata. But I believe it was Thursday that I was asked by some random Yahoo with no social distancing no PPE if I had a dollar and then I was asked if I believe in Jesus. two things you do not ask anybody especially a solitary neurodivergent witch. Needless to say this made me feel very uncomfortable and since my Destiination was yet to open I disappeared into another venue and gather my thoughts and my sanity. #6Feet apart #MaskItOrCasket and it’s getting really fucking annoying seeing people not wearing their PPE properly, it goes over the nose asshole. And if you are unable to wear PPE and stay the fuck home or have someone do your shopping for you. I have asthma I have anxiety and I’m still wearing a mask it doesn’t bother me one iota. The next thing on the menu of my brain it is the Malay at the mall on Friday, holy fucking smokes. . The police report does not do it justice and I am very thankful I have friends who work in the mall because the police report is not thorough and leaves out detail. There was indeed guns and knives involved I don’t know if anybody was shot or not stabbed or not but they were there and having this crap happened in my neighborhood #NotAHappyGirl Anyway NASCAR is evolving and I have a new appreciation for Austin Dillon. The three car is definitely something that I have had mixed feelings about ever since we lost Dale Sr and I remember asking Kelley Earnhardt The family’s opinion. And I got to be honest it was awesome seeing the number three car back in victory Lane at Texas last night. Even though the sport has had its ups and downs since it returned from The coronavirus hiatus, I am a fan and I have been since 2002-I ain’t going anywhere. As for my blog updates, yes I know some of it is past dated and scheduled I’m doing that intentionally because I want people to remember certain things that happened. I had something on my mind last night, I don’t fully remember what it is but I just heard that there are many stores in the King of Prussia Mall that are not re-opening to the public at least six are either closing or being used as fulfillment centers for online shopping. With regard to my Instagram situation, I have turned off comments on the apothecary post And I will be writing another blog about it. I am very thankful that I have my Etsy retailers etc. I am praying for this country both socially and economically it doesn’t look good. OK so I slept a lot of yesterday because I want to adjust my schedule to the queen schedule and last night went smoother because I had slept and I was not the cranky or NOM. Needless to say I did not get very many blogs scheduled or posted also I had forgotten to charge the iPad but it is charged and I am going to be working today on updating or I have not done so life will be good again I have not missed a day in over a year or almost a year so I’m very proud of my work. There is another journal entry coming on the topic of online shopping. I still have my reservations about certain things because I was blindsided by the last incident and it was the first incident I had with regard to an Instagram shopping of small business. I like shopping small when possible but I will call you out very often and very loudly if you screw with me. I’m also going to discuss my closet or coming out of the closet shall we say in the next journal entry.