I have a boatload on my mind lately which is why I did a journal entry yesterday and I’m writing this. I have an update on the missing boater on Lake Nockamixon but as responsible media, I’m gonna keep the details private. I wasn’t suicide but a freak accident that lead to his untimely death. Anyway in other news, I have been very busy acquiring beautiful rainbow colors of yarn-I don’t know when the last time was that I went on a extensive yarn haul but after my last shipment comes today I will be on a yarn diet because I have so much pretty stuff to work with. I also am thinking about teaching myself how to crochet-God willing I will learn from good old YouTube and why the hell is Bella Thorne sharing nude photos on social media? I will definitely get to the bottom of that one and I will post the article Ivan I just saw something on TMZ which I have yet to post about Mr. Jell-O head himself Bill Cosby-that also will be on the blog today-I have sent my ambassador Application in to one of my favorite beverage companies-vita Coco, So I’m looking forward to seeing what happens with that I’ve gone from drinking tap water with sweetleaf Stevia to mass quantities of coconut water and my body loves it. It may be a little expensive but if I feel good with it then definitely continue-speaking of ambassadorships, I am very happy with the new flavor from Lenny&Larry! So excited in fact, I already ordered my box- #SaltedCaramel- chocolate cookie W/caramel chips-definitely will be reviewing ASAP-also I’m going to be trying some different coconut water drinks so those reviews will be coming in soon. I am going to hopefully be doing more reviews of more product just not doing as many ambassadorships. I only am going to do ambassadorships for companies that are my daily/Weekly staples in my diet. Now I know I’ve probably talked about it before but I have a friend on Facebook who is semi famous or infamous from MTV-specifically catfish, he has started being a spokesperson and advocate for anxiety depression, weight loss etc. all of those things that we don’t always wanna talk about, he’s talking about them and that’s important- Matt Lowe & Lowetivation. Another thing that people need to understand about anxiety, depression, and everything that goes with-is that we are not always happy and we are definitely good actors. Now today, it is Tuesday, last night was quite interesting because of a tweet I sent. It was a tweet of subject matter I discussed in another country which if I remember correctly it is called: “Teen Mom OG Trolling #Baltierra”. Because when I sent a tweet last night with my opinion of a scene from the show I got all kinds of assholes coming back at me for being rude and being negative not understanding something-excuse me, I’m sorry you don’t think the way I do because if you did you would see how I perceived the conversation. When you have a neurological difference, you don’t see things the way people see them. You don’t have the same emotion or reaction that neurologically sound normal people have. Now as I am going on my third year possibly I think I figured it out in August 2017. I’ve learned a shit load about myself I’ve learned why I do things the way I do-I definitely think I was misdiagnosed as a child I think a lot of money was wasted by my family on medication they didn’t necessarily work. I don’t think we’re doing work for m 2017. I’ve learned a shit load about myself I’ve learned why I do things the way I do-I definitely think I was misdiagnosed as a child I think a lot of money was wasted by my family on medication that didn’t necessarily work. As I look back, I wish that I would’ve known sooner So that I would’ve been able to go on anxiety medication sooner. But that’s life I am living now. I think always considered iamb doing wonderfully regardless of whether I do or do not have a relationship or a social life outside of “my circle“- there are still days where I wish I had more of a social life outside the house but I am an introvert I do not like big crowds unless it is it Eric Church or Kenny Chesney concert. I say that because when you’re at a concert of an artist you truly love whether you’ve met them or had a lifestyle that was similar to the current. There’s just that vibe where are you feel comfortable and safe. Another thing that I take comfort in is my hobbies, knitting and of course writing and sharing articles of interest. With regard to Mr. Donald Trump announcing his candidacy for reelection, I still believe that he is one of the qualified subjects and possibly the only subject qualified enough at the moment because we have a barrel of monkeys with a shady ass past in the democratic category. I may be registered Republican, but that doesn’t necessarily mean that I follow every thing that goes in the Republican barrel I vote based on the candidate whether that is in the primary or in the general election. I am an independent thinker I am socially liberal I am accepting of others that some in the Republican Party do not except. I think the current GOP and their stance on The LBGTQ community is very twisted and not in a good way. I support the LGBTQ community, I love everything rainbow, I don’t give two craps whether you’re gay whether you’re straight whether you’re transgender bisexual etc. I don’t care you are who you are and you deserve to be happy. As for the abortion situation-I don’t know if I’ve discussed it before but even though I fully support the women’s right to choose, I do believe abortion is murder. The crazy thing with Hollywood not being supportive of certain locations that have passed the anti-abortion bill for that want to ban abortions. You could kill your career and I think certain Hollywood personalities are killing their career with their political beliefs playing a role in their acting careers I don’t think politics needs to be affiliated with acting in any way I think it’s shooting yourself in the foot sometimes literally. Anyhow enough with my babbling because I have other things to do today. I will talk to you another day but in the meantime stay tuned for anything and everything if I care to share.
Over the past few days I have been obsessed with my she shed area which is really a she space because according to management, I do not need a separate structure on our property. I’ve been drooling over photos I’ve seen on Instagram and Pinterest-some of them really have caught my eye because I have always had a pipe dream to live in a tiny house. Granted in the winter I get really claustrophobic and don’t like being cooped up indoors wearing multiple layers of clothing-I am happiest when it is 72 and sunny where I have minimal but conservative clothing on. I am no spring chicken which means I cannot wear all those skimpy outfits anymore-kind of sad about that sometimes. Anyway I have actually shared a few fines on eBay to my website about some horse trailers that actually have living spaces in them-why don’t they make single horse living space trailers? Anyway I’d have to be a millionaire to purchase the proper tiny house whether it be a horse trailer or a Winnebago or just a cabin up to my standards so since I’m not ever going to be a millionaire, I will have to settle for my sheets to bas anyway I’d have to be a millionaire to purchase the proper tiny house whether it be a horse trailer or a Winnebago or just a cabin up to my standards so since I’m not ever going to be a millionaire, I will have to settle for with my she space. Onto the # section of this entry, Jeffree star- I have followed him since I began my little obsession with beauty/health skin care. I know he is controversial as is Kat Von D. But this month I added both beauty lines to my arsenal and I am not ashamed to say that I’m in love with the products that I’ve gotten. I am a bargain shopper I do buy things off Posh mark and I am always careful about what I buy-I know that there have been some scam artists with fake product or stolen product but i’m always very careful with what I buy everywhere. There’s even bullshit on eBay in the way of fake make up etc. don’t even get me started on the Amazon bullshit with regard to free shipping on certain items. As I am dictating this entry , I am sitting in my porch room and I’m loving life. A few hours ago, Jeffree Starr and his boyfriend Nathan announced the passing of one of their Pomeranian children… Diamond Lynn Star passed away several days ago my guess is a heart attack from what I gathered off the video. It has been reported that Diamond was the runt of the litter in the puppy mill industry and she was born with a smaller an average heart she also suffered from alopecia-as a pet parent, I know the pain that they are going through. I have been through it twice in my life and I know I’m gonna go through it again a few more times and as a doggy mom, I’m not looking forward to it but I know that when that time comes for my children, that my dad my Nana and everyone else that I’ve loved is up there waiting to take care of my babies. with all that said my life is good, I am happy I am being productive and I have a plethora of fresh yarn that came into my inventory within the past couple days. I went on a little shopping bench this month with regard to Cosmetics and yarn and protein cookies. Protein cookies, something that I’ve learned is a wonderful snack and it can be a meal replacement depending on your lifestyle. Since January I have lost 18 pounds and I am planning to lose another 5 to 10. Whether I drop more than 10 pounds is up to God because I know that my weight loss will stop when my body is comfortable. This is LGBTQ pride month, I am not in the community but I definitely support The community. Vice President Pence had made a few statements about the LGBT flag a.k.a. the pride flag and how he feels that it is inappropriate for it to be flown at certain locations which I heavily disagree with. In my mind, his feelings towards the flying of the pride flag in certain locations is prejudiced against the men and women who are in the community yes I did vote for Trump/Pence in the year 2016-a decision that I’m not quite sure what I think of right now but I know that having Donald and Michael in the White House right now is better than the alternative that we had the options of. I am disgusted with some of the things they have done but I also think that we are better off with Mr. Donald J Trump as our commander-in-chief. I know the Liberals don’t believe that Mr. Trump was or is the perfect president-there is no such thing as a perfect anybody whether it be president or governor or mayor or supervisor whatever you are there is no perfect anything and if you think that then you are crazy. anyhow I look forward to the 2019 autumn election and I look forward to the elections in the future but as an election season employee of the county, I sometimes just sit there and shake my head when it comes to the ballot system, the voting system in my home state. I know that a lot of places have gone to the paper ballots successfully but dear Lord, it was a complete fiasco in my jurisdictions. Now looking at my personal life, I did have a date in April which I blogged about that was not very successful obviously because I’m still single or shall I say single again depending on which way you look at it, I am having a great time talking to different people sometimes I take a mental else break when I’m talking to someone just to see if the feelings I have for them are real or not because I know that people say almost anything these days and you never really freaking know who you were talking to which is probably why MTV and catfish have going on this long-people have not learned. I have been on the Internet socializing since I was 20 something I’m now 40 something and over that time, I’ve met a lot of interesting people some are still on my Facebook friends list and some have them blocked and those that have been blocked have probably been cursed out because they betrayed me in one fashion or another. It’s kind of crazy how people think that OK so I’ve been talking to this person for a week and I want to meet them but during that week it is not consistent and you don’t have that much information about the other-I’m not gonna meet you after one week of talking, I want to get to know somebody-I want to know who I’m going to meet especially that it is my golden rule to have them come to my turf . The reason I will not meet someone anywhere else besides my turf is because I have allies, If something goes wrong I know someone had my back then I’m safe and oh by the way I don’t give out my personal phone number to anybody unless I’ve been friends with you for a very long while. It’s either Kik, Skype or Google voice. But as I digress, I’m sitting outside still and I smell bonfire or gas or something but it’s not enough to do anything about it since I don’t know where the heck it’s coming from. So enough rambling from this little chickie, I bid you farewell until next time.
OK, so I added a few more links to my homepage/website and The links are either campaigns or promotions. As an entrepreneur, I am very much interested in helping others in doing for others before myself. In the past few months, I’ve been very interested in helping people more than myself even though I enjoy shopping, etc. I also like to do donations whether it be time or small amounts of funding. I also like to do promotional work. Not everything I get paid for a lot of it I do out of the goodness of my heart and that’s fine with me because I find pleasure in doing some things for others. I have realized in the past few days/weeks that I being an employee anywhere whether it be a volunteer or a paid position is not always a Positive experience or a good thing. Anyhow today I did a little shopping-well a lot of shopping, unfortunately, made a little dent in this month funding but I got things that I needed or had on my necessary list so I am done spending for a little bit in the next couple months, I plan on upgrading the website I have not decided whether or not I am upgrading Grammarly or not because how often am I on the computer? I do a lot of work from the mobile devices of the iPad and the iPhone. To be honest I did flirt with a Microsoft product which I have decided that is not necessary for me at least at this time because my iPad is the iPad Pro and I believe that I can upgrade that a little bit if I add the pen and the keyboard. The question raised is do I need the keypad or the pen? With regard to the situation I had this week, it was being part of a group assisting someone who was down on their luck, and for some reason unknown to me, I am no longer affiliated with that group but to be honest, it is no skin off my nose if you have a problem with me whether it be personal or business because it is not my problem it is yours and if you cannot or do not understand then I am not going to waste time explaining. I am me and I am not changing for anyone if you understand me that’s wonderful we will have a lifelong friendship but if you cannot or will not accept or understand me then we’re better off not knowing not associating. I realize that I can be difficult but the elephant in the room is called autism, if you do not understand if you cannot understand, if you do not want to understand then I am better off without you I do not like wasting my emotional time on people on situations where I don’t get benefits of friendship/relationships. Yes I’m in bed early because I’ve been working all day which is what I was saying before-I have been shopping I have been exercising I have been working, working on my knitting working on my blog obviously and spending time with my children who are the most important thing in my life because they understand they love unconditionally. I am going to check the boards for any more stories that I could share but I appreciate as always you listening because this is my therapy I’ve been getting things out of my head and onto a platform.
Dear Phuckers who think it’s okay to steal or receive mail packages that are not addressed to you, you committed a federal offense asshole-this isn’t the first time and it probably won’t be the last. Friday I got a notification that something I ordered online had been delivered, no it hadn’t because it wasn’t in my box. I have a feeling that it was put in someone else’s mailbox and that someone else doesn’t have the honesty it takes to say “oops this isn’t for me, I need to put this bag in the mailbox. I am very suspicious that it’s one of my neighbors because we have actually gotten photo evidence in the past where something that was ordered for me was on their doorstep. Anyway since this was a specific rant I’m going to end this post and definitely keep y’all updated on any new developments. By the way, there is going to be another journal post coming so stay tuned.
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So a few days ago I created a new page for residents of Upper Merion Twp who are frustrated with certain things going on in our community. It’s called #UpperMerionTwpCitizenTaskForce aka @UMTwpCTF which is a new Facebook page and will be on Twitter under the handle @UMTwpCitizen. Anyhow there are a plethora of things happening in my home community in which I’ve been very frustrated. Political situations and Economic situations. A lot of the things I sporadically come across in our community groups tend to frustrate me. I’ve actually been more less dressed down by an admin from Upper Merion Supports It’s Community when I challenged the subject of a post. Another member made a post where he inquired to the public what their opinions were of an educator. Excuse me but that’s not something that you go public with. Request a private meeting with said educator. Anyhow, the admin of the group basically defend the member then turned off comments. FYI the admin had not attended UMAHS nor do I think she is a township resident. Anyway, I don’t think there should be people in certain groups unless they have a connection. I have lived in the township since 1985 and have actually attended a Twp / District school. I also fully support our law enforcement and first responders. With regard to the big ole shopping mecca that I have patronized for decades, usually I am in full support of what happens with regard to the shopping in our township but certainly, things, in my opinion, have gone absolutely haywire. So many stores are closing in the mall and Y’all aren’t being kept in the loop. Every time I get to the mall, I make a point of taking photos of any dead/dying store. If I’m not there, my mom will update me. Anyhow things aren’t as well as the township supervisors are telling us. I have decided to take it into my own hands with the help of some of my Facebook family. @kop_mall #KingofPrussiaMall- @simonmalls @simonpropertygp #SimonMallsAndPropertyGroup
So a few days ago I promised that my next journal entry would be dedicated to Dylan McKay, but since I made that promise there have been many ideas tumbling around my head and I need to dump them before I do that tribute to Mr. Coy Luther Perry III. The past few days I have been very emotional frustrated etc. not only about losing look, but in general and part of me doesn’t know why but then part of me says too much craziness is going on in my head and in my life even though people may not see it. Yes I’m happy with my life yes I’m content with my Life, I feel like I have everything I need right now. Yes I am very frustrated with what’s going on in the government and what could happen in the government-I’m tired of certain political groups fucking with my history, my country what my forefathers and ancestors put into motion. Every time I try and post a article that is not related to 90210, someone else comes out with something that is related to. Today I’m happy that I was able to focus on something other than the death. I am frustrated that I’ve not slept in my own bed, I am frustrated that I don’t have my privacy when I sleep-As someone with high functioning autism, I need A schedule a routine something that I can rely on doing every day. That’s why I enjoy working out so much I enjoy getting healthy eating well. I’m discovering new foods new products. I may not be the most popular, I may not be most popular because I speak my mind and I tell the truth no matter what people think. Today I was rambling around in the mall and I noticed a lot of things that are changing and I have found articles related to the reason retail has been changing let’s face it ladies and gentlemen going shopping in the real world is not as simple as shopping online – I am definitely guilty, I love shopping online I have done a little bit today so until I have something intelligent to say I will be posting articles, this Rambo was just get shit out of my brain and yes I’m still pissed off at certain political entities in certain situations in this country which will be expressed in the next couple articles i post I believe.