How I Feel #MentalHealth Edition

Last night I was in bed waiting for my brain to stop spinning so i could get some rest. So many different things going through my mind about my TikTok family. Mixed nuts is the best way to describe how I feel about the situation. There are people who i interact with daily and others who I used to be in regular contact with but that’s no longer the case. I have the notion that some of the people whom I was on social terms with have become too busy to interact with their followers even though I understand that people have lives and jobs they have also become distant from live streaming. If you want to keep up with the people, it is necessary to keep up with the content and broadcasting. On the flip side, I have some great friends in the crafting community. As my followers are learning, i have been knitting since the early 90s – Even though I have been creating for decades, I have stayed in the basic garter stitch genre since it is so much easier to remember what I am doing. When I think about Meta and their applications, I have not been making a big footprint so

I am moving forward with my social media platforms. I’ve decided to post on my website because I can control the content etc. I am also thinking about switching most of my socialization over to the MeWe App. I have content posted every day because I do the daily digital art. With all of that said, I am still posting on most channels. I have made my Instagram private and I’m thinking about doing that on one of my Facebook pages. Because I made my Instagram private I no longer have Facebook pages for all those accounts posting directly, which is fine with me because I don’t think my outreach is properly processing. I’ve made changes to my life that I’m doing my mental health. I don’t wanna talk about my relationships. I just want people to leave me the fuck alone unless I say something because  I tend to overthink and overshare when my brain is not listening to my heart and my gut instinct. As of this post, I am happy I am loved, but I’m reducing certain things for my well-being. I will say I am concentrating on my knitting more. I have a healthy stash thanks to my splurging. I now have size one, two, three, four in the Zing knitters pride fixed circular needles. I do not like the size 1 and size 2 from Clover bamboo because they are like toothpicks. And I’m afraid to use them – I cannot return them because I do not want Amazon to think I buy and return things for nonsense reasons. 

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