💜🌈 CitizenPressDog 🌈💜

I am thrilled to share that my second Reddit account has officially reached the “banana beginner” status—though I sometimes wonder if it’s “beginner banana.” Regardless, I’m forging my own path and leaving the past behind me. This account has been in my possession for four years, yet I only recently began to use it consistently. Initially, I stumbled upon it by accident, but I soon decided to embrace it more thoroughly.

Lately, I’ve been oscillating between this account and my main one, dedicating time to writing and self-reflecting. I’ve come to realize that I no longer invest emotionally in many people unless they are present in my daily life or engage with me regularly. I prefer to interact with others only when necessary; otherwise, I find solace in solitude. If you’re part of my intimate circle, consider yourself fortunate, as my trust has significantly diminished, especially following my past relationship. This heightened vigilance regarding my social circle is not unwarranted.

I’ve become increasingly at ease with online interactions rather than in-person ones, a shift that likely began during the pandemic when we were all forced into a digital landscape. For someone like me, who identifies as neurodivergent, this inclination is not just a preference but a daily reality. I feel more at home online, where I can engage on my terms, especially when the physical world often feels chaotic and overwhelming—a stark contrast to the dramatized worlds portrayed in reality TV shows, which are often scripted and not reflective of real-life struggles.

I know I’ve digressed a bit, but I won’t apologize for that—it’s just how things flow sometimes.