💜🌈 CitizenPressDog 🌈💜

Hey friends i am sitting in the basement watching YouTube videos and knitting. I have multiple beverages of the nonalcoholic variety. I am still waiting on my new glasses which have been in progress for almost a month. I have been doing several videos for YouTube and going live on TikTok which may be returning to the app stores mid mid-February. I never thought I would say this, but my relationship or what I thought was a relationship of the last 4 1/2 years seems very, very similar to what Jenelle Evans just went through with her situation – I am watching one of her videos on YouTube right now the Vlog titled life updates 2025. Wow the similarities between her past situation and August, sound very very similar to what I went through with Chris. I’m bringing this up because. When you’re in a relationship with somebody where there are numerous red flags, do not ignore them and act on them, I wish I had acted on the red flags. I saw sooner than waiting for it to implode which you did in fact, he did not break up with me. He did not end the relationship; his wife who he told me he broke up with did the relationship with me. There were so many things that happened in those 4 1/2 years that it could’ve been three years if I had had the common decency to respect myself and not be so loyal to that individual. The reason I stayed, was because there was always a reason from him or he would tell me to stick it out for one reason or another I even said to myself in July 2023 that I don’t know if I’ll ever see him in person again which turned out to be the truth. I just didn’t have what it takes to break it off because I’m not the type of person who will give people the benefit of the doubt. With regards to Jenelle, I know she’s controversial. I know she has had issues in the past. But she is one of the most interesting in the bunch. She is taking steps to better herself, better, her family, etc.. about my past situation, people say I need to get over people say I need to move forward and I have gotten over it and I am moving forward, though I am a blogger. I find that my mental health gets better the more I talk about a subject if it’s bothering me, I know I deserve better and I will get a better life partner at some point when the universe aligns so in the meantime, I’m going to be knitting. I’m going to be reading. I’m gonna be telling my story on TikTok on YouTube and other platforms. I still want to do a mixed media of lives and recordings and also regular blogging. There are yarns in my collection of chaos that I want to use I wanna make a project for the Super Bowl whether it gets done before during or after the Super Bowl is the question the other day I was watching a creator on TikTok using a cotton yarn that I’ve had issues with so instead of purchasing that and possibly putting myself through chaos I chose four gains off Mercari by Hobby Lobby because I trust that company. And I got solid colors for the most part and I wanna make some type of NFL project. Yes, once again my Eagles and my Chiefs are going head-to-head on February 9. It’s going to be a fun game hopefully maybe I’ll be able to watch it. I don’t know but I need to do some research on halftime, etc. because after what happened with the Grammys last night, oh hell to the no will I be putting up with any fake bullshit from Jay-Z Beyoncé, Kanye, and Bianca West what a shit show the Wests and Carters are. Instead of being famous for their music for whatever they call talent, they are more in the headlines for their drama, chaos, and bullshit.