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I have been thinking a lot lately about the man upstairs and why he puts me through what he does I am thankful that he allowed me to survive but at the same time, I wonder why I get saddled with everything I have. I am very thankful for being alive and being capable of having a relatively normal life. I am very thankful that I have a kick-ass mother who is able to put up with my shit on a daily basis and especially over the past two years where she puts up with my emotional ups and downs. Within the past year since my uncle moved into town/the house, life has been different-there having been no man that is taken up residency here since my dad. We never had a male canine living here before-a shit load of things in life have changed and some days I’m OK with it and some days I’m not. Some days I wonder what the hell I did to have what I have both the good and the bad. I’ve had my share of heartbreak I’ve had my share of happiness, sometimes I wish I could have more happiness than heartbreak. Sometimes I wish I could have a “normal“ life or a “Normal“ relationship, sometimes I wonder what that’s like, sometimes I wonder what my life would be like if I didn’t have autism if I did not have cerebral palsy. Sometimes I wonder what my life would be like if I drove, would I have a different life would I not live at home? There are so many questions in my mind about what if. OK I just shared something to my website that is really fucking disturbing to me-I love love love the United States Virgin Islands, I spent many many many summers and surprise vacations down there-I owned property down there and I just posted an article on my blog about Jeffrey Epstein one that very much makes me want to vomit-apparently that pedophile owns a good portion of Redhook and maybe other parts of the island and it’s fucking scary to think that he got money for tourism etc. whatever I pray to God that something happens that makes his property not become his property anymore-I know the US Virgin Islands is very corrupt government wise and now I kind of understand why, we have a fucking pedophile as a co-owner of St. Thomas US Virgin Islands not just little St. James Virgin Islands. So this blog has a little bit of everything in it -I am thinking about turning everything off and going to bed but I’m not sleepy I’m just tired and the queen is still alert to noises-she is watching television which is a good thing. I just don’t know when the next shoe will fall. One last complaint about Hollywood/Nashville coming together-I don’t like Blake Shelton and I don’t like Gwen Stefani-they reportedly bought a residence together and are now living together. Why would I report this if I didn’t like them if you don’t know already, my blog is my sounding board for things that I don’t like or I don’t agree with or things that bother me and I’ve done more journal entries in the past few days than I’ve done in a month and sometimes. With that, I say adios for now and I will talk to you in the next blog. As I always say thank you for always being there for me no matter what comes out of my crazy mind.