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Boatload Of Thought

I have a boatload on my mind lately which is why I did a journal entry yesterday and I’m writing this. I have an update on the missing boater on Lake Nockamixon but as responsible media, I’m gonna keep the details private. I wasn’t suicide but a freak accident that lead to his untimely death. Anyway in other news, I have been very busy acquiring beautiful rainbow colors of yarn-I don’t know when the last time was that I went on a extensive yarn haul but after my last shipment comes today I will be on a yarn diet because I have so much pretty stuff to work with. I also am thinking about teaching myself how to crochet-God willing I will learn from good old YouTube and why the hell is Bella Thorne sharing nude photos on social media? I will definitely get to the bottom of that one and I will post the article Ivan I just saw something on TMZ which I have yet to post about Mr. Jell-O head himself Bill Cosby-that also will be on the blog today-I have sent my ambassador Application in to one of my favorite beverage companies-vita Coco, So I’m looking forward to seeing what happens with that I’ve gone from drinking tap water with sweetleaf Stevia to mass quantities of coconut water and my body loves it. It may be a little expensive but if I feel good with it then definitely continue-speaking of ambassadorships, I am very happy with the new flavor from Lenny&Larry! So excited in fact, I already ordered my box- #SaltedCaramel- chocolate cookie W/caramel chips-definitely will be reviewing ASAP-also I’m going to be trying some different coconut water drinks so those reviews will be coming in soon. I am going to hopefully be doing more reviews of more product just not doing as many ambassadorships. I only am going to do ambassadorships for companies that are my daily/Weekly staples in my diet. Now I know I’ve probably talked about it before but I have a friend on Facebook who is semi famous or infamous from MTV-specifically catfish, he has started being a spokesperson and advocate for anxiety depression, weight loss etc. all of those things that we don’t always wanna talk about, he’s talking about them and that’s important- Matt Lowe & Lowetivation. Another thing that people need to understand about anxiety, depression, and everything that goes with-is that we are not always happy and we are definitely good actors. Now today, it is Tuesday, last night was quite interesting because of a tweet I sent. It was a tweet of subject matter I discussed in another country which if I remember correctly it is called: “Teen Mom OG Trolling #Baltierra”. Because when I sent a tweet last night with my opinion of a scene from the show I got all kinds of assholes coming back at me for being rude and being negative not understanding something-excuse me, I’m sorry you don’t think the way I do because if you did you would see how I perceived the conversation. When you have a neurological difference, you don’t see things the way people see them. You don’t have the same emotion or reaction that neurologically sound normal people have. Now as I am going on my third year possibly I think I figured it out in August 2017. I’ve learned a shit load about myself I’ve learned why I do things the way I do-I definitely think I was misdiagnosed as a child I think a lot of money was wasted by my family on medication they didn’t necessarily work. I don’t think we’re doing work for m 2017. I’ve learned a shit load about myself I’ve learned why I do things the way I do-I definitely think I was misdiagnosed as a child I think a lot of money was wasted by my family on medication that didn’t necessarily work. As I look back, I wish that I would’ve known sooner So that I would’ve been able to go on anxiety medication sooner. But that’s life I am living now. I think always considered iamb doing wonderfully regardless of whether I do or do not have a relationship or a social life outside of “my circle“- there are still days where I wish I had more of a social life outside the house but I am an introvert I do not like big crowds unless it is it Eric Church or Kenny Chesney concert. I say that because when you’re at a concert of an artist you truly love whether you’ve met them or had a lifestyle that was similar to the current. There’s just that vibe where are you feel comfortable and safe. Another thing that I take comfort in is my hobbies, knitting and of course writing and sharing articles of interest. With regard to Mr. Donald Trump announcing his candidacy for reelection, I still believe that he is one of the qualified subjects and possibly the only subject qualified enough at the moment because we have a barrel of monkeys with a shady ass past in the democratic category. I may be registered Republican, but that doesn’t necessarily mean that I follow every thing that goes in the Republican barrel I vote based on the candidate whether that is in the primary or in the general election. I am an independent thinker I am socially liberal I am accepting of others that some in the Republican Party do not except. I think the current GOP and their stance on The LBGTQ community is very twisted and not in a good way. I support the LGBTQ community, I love everything rainbow, I don’t give two craps whether you’re gay whether you’re straight whether you’re transgender bisexual etc. I don’t care you are who you are and you deserve to be happy. As for the abortion situation-I don’t know if I’ve discussed it before but even though I fully support the women’s right to choose, I do believe abortion is murder. The crazy thing with Hollywood not being supportive of certain locations that have passed the anti-abortion bill for that want to ban abortions. You could kill your career and I think certain Hollywood personalities are killing their career with their political beliefs playing a role in their acting careers I don’t think politics needs to be affiliated with acting in any way I think it’s shooting yourself in the foot sometimes literally. Anyhow enough with my babbling because I have other things to do today. I will talk to you another day but in the meantime stay tuned for anything and everything if I care to share.

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Teen Mom OG Trolling #Baltierra

OK so last night I was watching Teen Mom OG, not something I do on the regular anymore because of all the drama involved with the “new cast members“ that don’t really have anything to do with the OG connection and I think MTV is just trying to drum up drama and personally I don’t like it which is why I don’t really watch the series as much as I used to-I was religiously watching it for a while. I was stating m personally I don’t like it which is why I don’t really watch the series as much as I used to-I was religiously watching it for a while. Doing a segment last night, I sent out a tweet about my perception/opinion of how I understood or comprehended/viewed the particular conversation and instead of doing the # on the names I did the @. Not thinking much of it or even if I would get any kind of response, I always tweet out my opinions and my perceptions etc. on everything I watch regardless of the topic and to me MTV just edit things to death and sometimes they make you believe that a certain character/situation is not what it really is. With my Nu not thinking much of it or even if I will get any kind of response, I always tweet out my opinions and my perceptions etc. on everything I watch regardless of the topic and to me MTV just edit things to death and sometimes they make you believe that a certain character/situation is not what it really is. With my Neurological difference I see things in a different light I perceive things in a different manner and the way I perceived that segment was not exactly how it really was. I ended up getting a reply from hundreds of people and obviously they did not know about my Nuro difference nor did I care to explain it on Twitter. I am writing this Journal entry because I think it’s important that the trolls have some kind of understanding or at least explanation to how we with the Nuro logical difference perceive the world, perceive relationships perceive everything that everyone else perceives but we perceive it differently and we are not less because we’re just extra special. So next time I get trolled bye everybody thinking I’m being negative or rude etc. they’re going to get a blog entry dedicated to them. When I tweeted what I tweetedThere was no malice involved there was no negativity and ended so y’all can just go suck an egg if you think I’m rude or negative or mean spirited because you don’t know what I go through on a daily basis.

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Teen Mom OG Trolling #Baltierra

OK so last night I was watching Teen Mom OG, not something I do on the regular anymore because of all the drama involved with the “new cast members“ that don’t really have anything to do with the OG connection and I think MTV is just trying to drum up drama and personally I don’t like it which is why I don’t really watch the series as much as I used to-I was religiously watching it for a while. I was stating m personally I don’t like it which is why I don’t really watch the series as much as I used to-I was religiously watching it for a while. Doing a segment last night, I sent out a tweet about my perception/opinion of how I understood or comprehended/viewed the particular conversation and instead of doing the # on the names I did the @. Not thinking much of it or even if I would get any kind of response, I always tweet out my opinions and my perceptions etc. on everything I watch regardless of the topic and to me MTV just edit things to death and sometimes they make you believe that a certain character/situation is not what it really is. With my Nu not thinking much of it or even if I will get any kind of response, I always tweet out my opinions and my perceptions etc. on everything I watch regardless of the topic and to me MTV just edit things to death and sometimes they make you believe that a certain character/situation is not what it really is. With my Neurological difference I see things in a different light I perceive things in a different manner and the way I perceived that segment was not exactly how it really was. I ended up getting a reply from hundreds of people and obviously they did not know about my Nuro difference nor did I care to explain it on Twitter. I am writing this Journal entry because I think it’s important that the trolls have some kind of understanding or at least explanation to how we with the Nuro logical difference perceive the world, perceive relationships perceive everything that everyone else perceives but we perceive it differently and we are not less because we’re just extra special. So next time I get trolled bye everybody thinking I’m being negative or rude etc. they’re going to get a blog entry dedicated to them. When I tweeted what I tweetedThere was no malice involved there was no negativity and ended so y’all can just go suck an egg if you think I’m rude or negative or mean spirited because you don’t know what I go through on a daily basis.

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Their Loss

ok, so I am sitting here with Pink & Lulu watching television. I have been thinking about many things that I’ve been going through lately. Less than two years ago, I met the guy in which I wrote about in the entry Spring Fling- Anyway I am not really upset as I am annoyed, because there are probably so many things I could have done with my social life in that time frame. Even though I don’t ever put all eggs in one basket romantically or flirtationship wise. I actually am happier that this ghosting occurred on the second date instead of two months down the road. Going forward, I am going to be so much more cautious. After being on social media for 20+ years, I’m definitely not going to give up. Next up is my seasonal job which I have unofficially resigned from due to some unforeseen problems. Problems may not be the right word because those with Autism don’t really see the “problems” they could cause. The seasonal position was a community service during elections season. I have served twice as Deputy Constable which is basically the peacekeeper. In November there was an irrational voter who was threatening to contest the results because there were to past presidential photos up on the wall. These were school projects which is actually pretty cool. Anyway, I was informed of this guy from the husband of the judge-important to note because it’s going to be noted at the end of this story- I was given info on the photos by a select few voters who were parents who were also disturbed by the actions. Long story short is that yes I called the police and I don’t regret it, nor do I regret the way I handled the entire situation because it was my job to keep the polling place trouble free. Take note that it’s mid-April & the primary elections are in less than one month away- Our boss notified me that there was a turd in the punch bowl. The turd is now claiming that the situation was murky enough to have my job relocated. The question I have is what the heck took so long for there to be a problem with my performance. Anyhow instead of putting myself in the position to be rejected again, I’ve decided to remove myself completely I’m going to miss the socializing but then again why would I wanna socialize with prickly people who find something wrong with my ratifying a safety concern? So moral of this story is that these two situations were not fully in my control, therefore, it wasn’t my fault, it’s certainly not me, it’s the people who can’t understand or deal with it. I cannot change these issues nor would I want to even though I have sometimes think about what things could be different if I didn’t have Cerebral Palsy or Asperger’s Syndrome.

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Spring Fling- #DatingnFlirtationships

Okay, so I’m sitting on my patio working from my #HPChromebook14-this week has been crazy af because of a social situation that backfired, not on me but on him… I’m an angel unless you backstab me, I had previously been involved in a flirtationship off and on for maybe 2 years which came to a crazy end on Monday. There’s still steam coming off this shit. The suspect is a server at a local fine dining establishment and hails from Pottstown, Pennsylvania. Recently he relocated to Swedeland/King Of Prussia, Pa. Anyway, he’s a flaky ass mofo who was a no-show on date number two. Date number two was supposed to be lunch at the Mall, looking back to date number 1, we seemed to hit it off pretty well- he bought me breakfast and then took me window shopping for a few hours. I should have gotten him to purchase something else for me (looking back at the situation). I have amazing friends even though not many, they are there if/whenever I need them. The interesting tidbit is that I’m like a squirrel gathering nuts when I engage in a flirtationship- I try and get as much information as possible about the person I’m talking with. http://www.meetme.com used to be a treasure trove of kinda coolness, but since around 2011, it’s become a melting pot of chaos. I used to trust that community even though it wasn’t always the Disney World of social networking sites… I don’t really know if there is such a place anymore.  I have been on social media since I was 21 so there’s zero chance I’m abandoning it- I think it’s a cowardly thing that he did, but it’s not going to slow me down….

 

In other news, I have some thoughts w/regard to the Paris France Terrorist Attack, I do not give two shits what people say because whether they want to admit it or not, it’s terrorism until otherwise proven. Speaking of Terrorist Attacks & cathedrals, there was a guy from New Jersey arrested for walking around St Patrick’s in Manhatten w/a few cans of gasoline, lighter fluid & butane torches. Completely ridiculous what this world is coming to and honestly, it’s sickening to think that people hate Christianity and America so damn damn much that there are people who wanna destroy. With the elections upcoming, I’m going to stick to my guns and my party because otherwise my country willbe sinking further into hell & become less & less what my 8th & 10th grandfathers wanted. .

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Supplements P1

Good morning and happy Saturday, yesterday I started a journey on a new formula and I am still on the fence if I’m going to continue with it because even though I like the performance my energy etc. I don’t like the fact that I’m bloated. I don’t know if it was the pasta or the drink/pre-work out that I sipped on throughout the day. While I read the ingredients, there still some things I have questions about and I’m going to take one of my samples to my gym and ask one of the employees to read it and see if there’s anything hidden in the #PreWorkout. I want to trust a company completely before I start working with them whether it be officially or unofficially and there still some things about this particular company even though I like that their local there are things that I need to find out and find out before things go backwards. I do like the shaker bottle because it’s just cold and I don’t need to put a name on my shaker bottle I can end up getting a blank one down the line if I wanted. Right now I feel like even if I do not continue with the pre-work out, I will still do shares. Speaking of shares, there were some I did on my PR account for some new snacks I found and the island snacks are absolutely delicious they are coconut rolls. I also did a test on some granola cookies. So while I am waiting for the boss/chauffeur, I am going to look at other articles to share and definitely part of this blog will be written after I go to the gym.

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Mr. Cook’s Dentures #HomicideHunter

The big question is, who made Mr. Cook look like this

Dear John,

I am sitting here watching homicide hunter and knitting. The girls are hanging out with me and I have made the executive decision to start feeding the queen vegetable medley at night instead of kibble or baby carrots. I think that she has come to that age where she needs a bedtime snack. I finished the platoon scarf and now I am working on the newspaper blanket, A project that is 105 stitches long or should I say wide and even though I cast done via a size 5 single needle-I have transferred it to a size 6 circular needle. So I continue with my story about my knitting, I have gone several rounds/rows with the newspaper stripes & I’m actually enjoying working a larger project vs smaller / shorter projects. Though I am thinking about purchasing more yarn bags so that I can have multiple projects at a time. I have two blanket projects going and a ton of needles and yarn. Along with the crafting stockpile, I have a full selection of my favorite cosmetic brands. Enough that I was gifted a second craft trolley to keep my stuff in. I probably have enough concealer and foundation for months, maybe for the remainder of 2019. Even though I have my favorite brands, I haven’t ruled out adding another brand or two. I have been interested in several new to me brands. If you didn’t know, I sometimes sample a brand via PoshMark. PoshMark is one of those places where you can buy and sell practically anything fashion related of course then there is Mecari hey similar site which I have not tried and not quite sure if I’m going to hell because apparently they don’t crack down on fakes/imitation, as well as Poshmark, does. Next month I have a few possible new promotions coming-we will see how things work. Regardless if I do or do not get an ambassadorship, If I like a product I will review it and share it with my followers-if I love it then I will do my damnedest to promote the hell out of it So as I wrap up this post, both my sweet girls are resting at my feet, hoping that we have a quiet night of peaceful rest. Good night God bless and as always, thank you for reading.

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Two Day Rambles

Last night, was interesting-I sat in bed and did a lot of thinking about everything-places I wish I could go and things I wish I could do. Even though I love my life as it is I know that it can be better, Not saying anything is wrong with my life because certainly not other than a few missing pieces. I thought about how much I missed the Caribbean and how much I hate snow and cold. I love the city of Philadelphia but there are other cities I love also, Not saying anything is wrong with my life because certainly not other than a few missing pieces. I thought about how much I missed the Caribbean and how much I hate snow and cold. I love the city of Philadelphia but there are other cities I love also, I had the fortune of growing up in the virgin islands and if I went back there I don’t think I would ever return or maybe I will go to Florida so I had voting rights. Because voting to me it’s very important. Anyway I have been flirting with a new brand of stores in the cosmetics community. Tarte Cosmetics has launched a junior, sugar rush cosmetics. It is a lower-priced high-quality brand available at Ulta and online of course. I’m still thinking about that. Due to the crazy shipping policy of Sephora, I have spent probably $12 unnecessarily in shipping, I’m still frustrated with the fact that we cannot get our “gift” without paying for another product-what’s the damn point of calling them GIFs if you must make a purchase in order to redeem gift. Anyway I have made it damn clear via Twitter and my reviews my future with the company is in doubt. Thankfully I have accounts with my favorite brands that I either voluntarily promote or I’m an ambassador for. There are two nutrition groups that I have my eyes on that I might want to do ambassadorship with. One is based in Bethlehem Pennsylvania and the other is based in the great state of Lexington Kentucky. But who knows I may do both I’m hotel and kickbacks will help me decide which is better. So I have been doing a lot of knitting today and not much updating Facebook at least my account, I have been working off one of the kids accounts because I didn’t want to see a lot of the drama that’s going on in other places. I did not go to the gym today but I did get a workout in after a little bit. I did some research on anti-inflammatory foods and foods that will help with constipation etc. today was just one of those days where I didn’t really give two fucks. I’m at that point in my life where I do not care about certain things I do care about my country of course but there are things that I do not care about and that would be the crazy shit happening in other countries I don’t think it’s necessary to worry the Americans with what’s going on in other countries right now unless it’s going to affect our country. I am rather pissed off at the Democrats because they put our president in a awkward position with the Mueller report which found out that there was no collusion with Russia etc. and the Democrats made too much damn money out of that situation now it’s time for us Republicans and independents to fight back bring the country back to where of my ancestors once viewed it or had it. Aside from my country, I have been thinking about my addictions. My addiction to shopping is thankfully controlled by my higher-ups. If I were to find a relationship, I would need to find a very rich bastard who would be able to pay for and put up with my crazy. When I say my crazy, I mean my day today-when you have autism you never have a predictable day because you do not know when or what will trigger an anxiety attack etc. or you never know what interaction will trigger you. Anyhow this entry has been very long and rambling but it’s very therapeutic for me to release my angsts and energy. So I will sign off for now and I will return to the journal portion at a different time.

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Sephora Saga Etc

So the past few days have been very interesting, between the Sephora saga and today is my dad’s angel anniversary; 11 years ago today. I have been having mood swings and all kinds of crankiness. Usually, my patience can be kind of unpredictable. I usually like to keep to a schedule and if I get off schedule I get very upset frustrated etc. with regard to the Sephora saga, the other day I was interested in getting my free 500 point reward: Tarte Cosmetics Quench Hydrating Primer. I was very unhappy with the fact that you currently are unable to redeem gifts over a certain point amount. So having to make a cash purchase just to get your gift is absolutely ridiculous. When I couldn’t redeem my gift in the store I sent an aggravated tweet to Sephora. Within a few hours, I had a reply from them that they’d forward my displeasure. So with my #LuckyDayApp $10 off, I was able to correct the mistake I made yesterday and traded in one item for another unit of the 500 points VIB Prize. Mind you when I got home from my activities today, I placed an order and I’m getting another one: the third primer along with some setting spray which I need for my back up drawer. Speaking of back up drawer I know I have 10 extra drawers because I went to Michael’s this morning and purchased a second 10 drawer multicolor craft trolley which I use as a makeup trolley. Lord help me if I need a third one. In other news, today is the 11th anniversary of my father’s passing and every year for the past 11 years has been very difficult this time of year from mid-March until after Easter. In fact, any day/holiday specifically is more difficult without my dad around but I am very blessed to have had him in my life. Even though he was not my biological father, he was my dad a dad who accepted me for who I knew if and or buts. You will always be one of my favorite angels and I know he’s always watching over me and the family. So for lunch today we all took a road trip up to his hometown and had lunch etc pizza and cheesesteak. Yes, I’m rambling and being random but that’s how my mind is tonight. Tomorrow’s going to be back to some kind of normalcy. Junk food for the month is done if you can even call it junk food, I no longer eat like that very often. So I think it’s bedtime for now and I’ll get back to regular blogging tomorrow, hopefully, there’s gonna be something worth sharing.

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Sephora ScrewUp @Sephora @EMH1776

So yesterday or the day before I got my monthly rewards alert and I am VIP-Rouge. I do not normally use my reward points unless there is a product I really want to try with it already in my arsenal I need to be replenished. This month there was or is a face primer/moisturizer that I love and I have used it before but I want to upgrade to full-size. Rainforest Of The Sea Quench Hydrating Primer. Anyway I made the mistake of online ordering after finding out that the reward level of 500 points is not redeemable in store-not happy about that and I made that very damn clear on a tweet and they said in response they are going to be forwarding that information to the rewards department-anyway when I made the purchase online I forgot to use my coupon and I I screwed up my order. An order which I cannot fix, So I have to wait for the order to arrive-return the item I don’t want and save my coupon for the next time-if there is a next time that I shop from Sephora. Just like NYX Cosmetics , Returns and edits to orders are apparently either not possible or nearly impossible. So I’m not very happy today it upset me enough that I went into an anxiety attack. So I am going to learn from my mistakes and do more online shopping. Anyway I’m working on my knitting and trying to relax which may not happy for a little while