Info dump #Bankruptcyetc.

Hello friends and welcome to another ramble. I have been thinking about this one for a while about boycotts and bankruptcies or policies that don’t make sense to everyone or situations where the government makes decisions and not all of us agree about the choice was made. I am fully aware that there are people who do not like Mr. president, but I’m also fully aware of people Disliking the illegal immigrants in this country; I know illegal immigrant is a very touchy subject, but it is what it is, if you do not file the proper paperwork to reside in this country or in any country, you are there illegally. If you overstay your visa or your temporary residency, you are illegally residing in the country. And whether you left your homeland for political reasons or you left your homeland for reasons of safety, you must go through the proper channels to relocate. Even the first lady of the United States of America, who is an immigrant, she went through the proper channels to become a legal citizen. The celebrities who vowed to leave the United States if Mr. Donald Trump became president again, have not left the country at least not all of them. And it’s a shame a shame that they didn’t hold through to their word. Some of the celebrities that vowed to leave the United States if president 45 became president 47 which indeed he did Are some people that I like for their talent not necessarily for their politics, but I believe your political affiliation should not overshadow your entertainment value or your entertainment talent. That is why some of my favorite celebrities are democratic. I do like some Republican entertainers, but I don’t like entertainers who push their agenda on their fans. I don’t like entertainers who make a change of career when it comes to political season. Everybody who is complaining about certain office and groups affiliations being disconnected by President Donald Trump, those were situations that were put in place by a president/administration that didn’t know how to run a country properly and who allowed people that were not safe in our country when you think about it, we had high crime Whether it be murders or narcotics or other legal offenses. We are now working on removing those troubled individuals from our melting pot because our melting pot deserves to be pure and healthy. Moving on to bankruptcies and businesses disappearing, if you do not shop said business if you do not frequent that business if you do not buy certain items they will become extinct. Yes, I’m speaking about crafting stores. JoAnn fabrics and crafts is liquidating is going into bankruptcy is probably gonna be sold and disassembled which I know upsets many many many many people but for me, seeing a store go under that I don’t frequent on a monthly basis I probably go to Joannes three times a year if that unfortunately I don’t get my product in stores because when I shop for yarn, I already know what I want. I already know what works for me, and I order online aside from the fact that I don’t live in a location where I can go to a warehouse. If I were in North Carolina if I were in Wisconsin, I would go to the warehouses to do my shopping, but I’m on the East Coast so shopping online is a way of life for me and it always has been. I discussed with my mom the other day about my neurological deficits and if my neurological are the reason why I don’t like going out and about often, I maybe go out twice a week depending on my schedule depending on my mental health and luckily for me, I don’t have any problem going out and about in the public if I can control the noise value if I can control my environment. I used to always go to the mall once a week, but I now do not. I rarely go to the mall so I do a lot of online shopping. I do a lot of order to pick up and I don’t mind it that way because my home is my comfort zone. My home is my safe place. And when I say safe place, I mean my home is my sanctuary, especially my basement. I moved into the basement and I have not had any mental disorders since even my mom herself said that it feels like I moved out, but I didn’t. I moved into a space where I felt comfortable and if I knew if she knew that this would’ve been a healthy option for me, we would’ve done this months and months ago. I didn’t realize how healthy I would be in a quieter environment. I know that I do get excitable mentally when there’s a lot of noise when there’s a lot of chaos, but there are certain sounds that may be chaotic to others that are indeed comfort sounds to me and that is why I listen to some of the things I listen to those are the reasons why I watch the things that I watch because I have a different breeding of sorts. I’m a different breed I like certain media and I don’t like other media. I can watch certain content that other people cannot, and I thrive on certain things where other people don’t. I’ve been doing some advocacy for myself with regard to my autism with regard to my other neurological issues. I believe I mentioned that I’ve been watching a new show, revolving around a family who has a daughter with Tourette’s syndrome. And that itself prompted me to look up the differences and similarities between autism and Tourette’s syndrome and there are some similarities, but they are not connected. They do not overlap which is a blessing for me because I have enough going on in my head that I don’t need Tourette’s syndrome. But there are things that are similar like the anxiety of the depression and the OCD and the noise environments that both neurological disorders share. When I hear people say that they wanna cure autism they wanna find a reason behind it. They want to link a vaccine to causing it. They link foods to it that’s bullshit and bunk. You cannot cure a neurological disorder like autism or Tourette’s syndrome, but there are ways to cope with each individually. So this morning I went on TikTok, and I am writing this entry on 21 February so the video is up on YouTube already, but I went off on a little bit of things that were on my mind which is exactly what I’m doing here and I know not everybody has what it takes to read my journaling but that’s why I decided to make videos as well as do these journal entries. The entry I have posted for the end of the month I believe rattles on about my biological father, which I need to do a little bit more dumping on and I think I’m gonna do more info dumping on my past relationship because I need to. It’s not that I’m not over it. It’s me working through the process of purging thoughts as they come because leaving ideas in my head is not healthy for me. When I was younger before I went online with my journaling, I would write books upon books full of my thoughts. But with God said I’m going to cut the cord and see you next time.