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hello and welcome to a new journal entry, Iโ€™ve been thinking about doing this one for a long time, but I just read something on one of my apps that triggered me and I want to discuss it aside from what Iโ€™ve been thinking and going through lately. The first topic I would like to discuss is my photographic memory people places things in my head stored as a photograph and you never know when they are going to come to the surface, it could be random at any time any place and totally confused the hell out of people. I may not remember everything every time especially on command, but I will remember something at random and I will do an info dump on it. The other day I did this to my boyfriend, I reminded him of a memory from long ago. I have photo memories of my relatives who have crossed over I have photo memories of places Iโ€™ve been, places Iโ€™ve lived schools. Iโ€™ve gone to and places Iโ€™ve visited multiple times for some reason. Also, if I see something on the Internet and it triggers a memory I will think about it. I will talk about it, etc.. Thereโ€™s a reason why I tend to watch the same shows over and over again, itโ€™s because itโ€™s a familiar itโ€™s a comfort. Iโ€™ve educated myself about many different topics over the years as Iโ€™ve always said, Iโ€™ve learned more since I โ€œgraduated from high schoolโ€œ than I did in high school. And Iโ€™m not sure if thatโ€™s a hit to the education system or if thatโ€™s a glow up from my neurodivergence. The reason I came here to do this entry today is because of something disturbing I saw on TikTok related app, but it wasnโ€™t TikTok. Apparently, some young woman decided to have an abortion because their child tested positive for down syndrome. And they chose not to have a baby, but they prefaced it as me and my husband were not financially secure enough to have a child and she was questioning whether or not she should tell her spouse that she had so-called had a miscarriage which she didnโ€™t she actually aborted a child which was healthy but had a neurodivergence. That makes me so angry, very angry. That someone could be that goddamn selfish to know that they are not financially secure enough to have a child but yet they get pregnant anyway and decide to have an abortion once they found out the child was not โ€œnormalโ€œ. I swear the bitch should be sterilized.

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