So I’m sitting in bed with the lights off and just thinking. Sometimes I wouldn’t mind if things were different even though I feel so blessed to have the life I do where I can write my thoughts down and just hit post and everyone knows what is in my head.
Many times I find myself wondering what my life would be like if I was able to drive,if I was able to go and do whatever I wanted right when I wanted to do it. But then again I dunno if it would be a good thing if I could drive because I can get distracted by the smallest/stupidest things. But not being able to drive prevents me from taking full advantage of what the world has to offer and that is definitely something that bothers me severely but I have to deal with what cards I was dealt. I am so angry about how our country has fallen apart under the Democratic Party that sometimes I wish I could take a vacation until the Republicans are back in control. I know that not all politics is a dirty business but for the sanity and freedoms that our country was built on I am disgusted by what the man in the White House has done since he was elected president. I feel like the homeland security has gone down the toilet, I don’t like that there’s diseases in this country that were only heard of decades ago or that were ‘contained’ in another country. It seems like he only gives a fuck about his own family agenda not about the citizens of the country. Unlike other presidents we’ve had he doesn’t take time out to visit the sites of domestic terrorism. He’s concerned about the confederate flag more than one that represents a terrorist organization. Leave the confederate flags fly and focus on the important things that impact more people. I feel like this man doesn’t have a problem with anyone causing trouble in the country or the world and it makes me fucking sick