Last night, was interesting-I sat in bed and did a lot of thinking about everything-places I wish I could go and things I wish I could do. Even though I love my life as it is I know that it can be better, Not saying anything is wrong with my life because certainly not other than a few missing pieces. I thought about how much I missed the Caribbean and how much I hate snow and cold. I love the city of Philadelphia but there are other cities I love also, Not saying anything is wrong with my life because certainly not other than a few missing pieces. I thought about how much I missed the Caribbean and how much I hate snow and cold. I love the city of Philadelphia but there are other cities I love also, I had the fortune of growing up in the virgin islands and if I went back there I don’t think I would ever return or maybe I will go to Florida so I had voting rights. Because voting to me it’s very important. Anyway I have been flirting with a new brand of stores in the cosmetics community. Tarte Cosmetics has launched a junior, sugar rush cosmetics. It is a lower-priced high-quality brand available at Ulta and online of course. I’m still thinking about that. Due to the crazy shipping policy of Sephora, I have spent probably $12 unnecessarily in shipping, I’m still frustrated with the fact that we cannot get our “gift” without paying for another product-what’s the damn point of calling them GIFs if you must make a purchase in order to redeem gift. Anyway I have made it damn clear via Twitter and my reviews my future with the company is in doubt. Thankfully I have accounts with my favorite brands that I either voluntarily promote or I’m an ambassador for. There are two nutrition groups that I have my eyes on that I might want to do ambassadorship with. One is based in Bethlehem Pennsylvania and the other is based in the great state of Lexington Kentucky. But who knows I may do both I’m hotel and kickbacks will help me decide which is better. So I have been doing a lot of knitting today and not much updating Facebook at least my account, I have been working off one of the kids accounts because I didn’t want to see a lot of the drama that’s going on in other places. I did not go to the gym today but I did get a workout in after a little bit. I did some research on anti-inflammatory foods and foods that will help with constipation etc. today was just one of those days where I didn’t really give two fucks. I’m at that point in my life where I do not care about certain things I do care about my country of course but there are things that I do not care about and that would be the crazy shit happening in other countries I don’t think it’s necessary to worry the Americans with what’s going on in other countries right now unless it’s going to affect our country. I am rather pissed off at the Democrats because they put our president in a awkward position with the Mueller report which found out that there was no collusion with Russia etc. and the Democrats made too much damn money out of that situation now it’s time for us Republicans and independents to fight back bring the country back to where of my ancestors once viewed it or had it. Aside from my country, I have been thinking about my addictions. My addiction to shopping is thankfully controlled by my higher-ups. If I were to find a relationship, I would need to find a very rich bastard who would be able to pay for and put up with my crazy. When I say my crazy, I mean my day today-when you have autism you never have a predictable day because you do not know when or what will trigger an anxiety attack etc. or you never know what interaction will trigger you. Anyhow this entry has been very long and rambling but it’s very therapeutic for me to release my angsts and energy. So I will sign off for now and I will return to the journal portion at a different time.