I have a boatload on my mind lately which is why I did a journal entry yesterday and I’m writing this. I have an update on the missing boater on Lake Nockamixon but as responsible media, I’m gonna keep the details private. I wasn’t suicide but a freak accident that lead to his untimely death. Anyway in other news, I have been very busy acquiring beautiful rainbow colors of yarn-I don’t know when the last time was that I went on a extensive yarn haul but after my last shipment comes today I will be on a yarn diet because I have so much pretty stuff to work with. I also am thinking about teaching myself how to crochet-God willing I will learn from good old YouTube and why the hell is Bella Thorne sharing nude photos on social media? I will definitely get to the bottom of that one and I will post the article Ivan I just saw something on TMZ which I have yet to post about Mr. Jell-O head himself Bill Cosby-that also will be on the blog today-I have sent my ambassador Application in to one of my favorite beverage companies-vita Coco, So I’m looking forward to seeing what happens with that I’ve gone from drinking tap water with sweetleaf Stevia to mass quantities of coconut water and my body loves it. It may be a little expensive but if I feel good with it then definitely continue-speaking of ambassadorships, I am very happy with the new flavor from Lenny&Larry! So excited in fact, I already ordered my box- #SaltedCaramel- chocolate cookie W/caramel chips-definitely will be reviewing ASAP-also I’m going to be trying some different coconut water drinks so those reviews will be coming in soon. I am going to hopefully be doing more reviews of more product just not doing as many ambassadorships. I only am going to do ambassadorships for companies that are my daily/Weekly staples in my diet. Now I know I’ve probably talked about it before but I have a friend on Facebook who is semi famous or infamous from MTV-specifically catfish, he has started being a spokesperson and advocate for anxiety depression, weight loss etc. all of those things that we don’t always wanna talk about, he’s talking about them and that’s important- Matt Lowe & Lowetivation. Another thing that people need to understand about anxiety, depression, and everything that goes with-is that we are not always happy and we are definitely good actors. Now today, it is Tuesday, last night was quite interesting because of a tweet I sent. It was a tweet of subject matter I discussed in another country which if I remember correctly it is called: “Teen Mom OG Trolling #Baltierra”. Because when I sent a tweet last night with my opinion of a scene from the show I got all kinds of assholes coming back at me for being rude and being negative not understanding something-excuse me, I’m sorry you don’t think the way I do because if you did you would see how I perceived the conversation. When you have a neurological difference, you don’t see things the way people see them. You don’t have the same emotion or reaction that neurologically sound normal people have. Now as I am going on my third year possibly I think I figured it out in August 2017. I’ve learned a shit load about myself I’ve learned why I do things the way I do-I definitely think I was misdiagnosed as a child I think a lot of money was wasted by my family on medication they didn’t necessarily work. I don’t think we’re doing work for m 2017. I’ve learned a shit load about myself I’ve learned why I do things the way I do-I definitely think I was misdiagnosed as a child I think a lot of money was wasted by my family on medication that didn’t necessarily work. As I look back, I wish that I would’ve known sooner So that I would’ve been able to go on anxiety medication sooner. But that’s life I am living now. I think always considered iamb doing wonderfully regardless of whether I do or do not have a relationship or a social life outside of “my circle“- there are still days where I wish I had more of a social life outside the house but I am an introvert I do not like big crowds unless it is it Eric Church or Kenny Chesney concert. I say that because when you’re at a concert of an artist you truly love whether you’ve met them or had a lifestyle that was similar to the current. There’s just that vibe where are you feel comfortable and safe. Another thing that I take comfort in is my hobbies, knitting and of course writing and sharing articles of interest. With regard to Mr. Donald Trump announcing his candidacy for reelection, I still believe that he is one of the qualified subjects and possibly the only subject qualified enough at the moment because we have a barrel of monkeys with a shady ass past in the democratic category. I may be registered Republican, but that doesn’t necessarily mean that I follow every thing that goes in the Republican barrel I vote based on the candidate whether that is in the primary or in the general election. I am an independent thinker I am socially liberal I am accepting of others that some in the Republican Party do not except. I think the current GOP and their stance on The LBGTQ community is very twisted and not in a good way. I support the LGBTQ community, I love everything rainbow, I don’t give two craps whether you’re gay whether you’re straight whether you’re transgender bisexual etc. I don’t care you are who you are and you deserve to be happy. As for the abortion situation-I don’t know if I’ve discussed it before but even though I fully support the women’s right to choose, I do believe abortion is murder. The crazy thing with Hollywood not being supportive of certain locations that have passed the anti-abortion bill for that want to ban abortions. You could kill your career and I think certain Hollywood personalities are killing their career with their political beliefs playing a role in their acting careers I don’t think politics needs to be affiliated with acting in any way I think it’s shooting yourself in the foot sometimes literally. Anyhow enough with my babbling because I have other things to do today. I will talk to you another day but in the meantime stay tuned for anything and everything if I care to share.