TikTok N Chaos P1

Hello and welcome to my life – I have decided to become a live creator.
I made the choice because I am always talking so I thought I just could be good.I have thoughts about every thing going on in my country and community. I have been involved
In various hobbies also non paying jobs over the years-if I could, I would hold down a paying job but because of my autism and I’m not using it as an excuse, I do not like to follow direction from anyone except my brain and if you select humans that are in my circle. Autism is not a disease. It is something that should not be stigmatized. It is a neurological disorder, a disorder that cannot be treated and anyone who says that it can be treated as a problem and I say they have a problem because they are under a false impression that autism is curable, you cannot cure neurological disorders. And it is a disability, but we as a community have more abilities than the common folk believe. I have had autism my entire life. It was misdiagnosed as attention deficit disorder, and I discovered it in 2017. The same timeframe where I became involved in witchcraft, I did that because I was sick and tired of mainstream religion, indoctrinating people with ideas and telling them that they had to act believe conduct their lives in a certain way. The only reason I’m talking about my religion/spirituality is because it intertwined with my autism in the sense that I believe it helps me cope with certain things. When I read my books during or after anxiety or panic attack, it calms me down just like being in a quiet room can calm me down. It is why I spend 98% of my day underground in the basement with very little human interaction in person that is, I feel comfortable talking to my friends online. Friends online friends it really depends on who they are and you really have to be very careful about who you pick to be your friend online because they may or may not be honest they may or may not be who they say they are. Whether they are who they say they are yet they’re living a double life. Living a double life is another way of catfish even though if you’re being honest about who you are and I should have been more on top of the ball when it came to my past relationship because I should’ve seen the red flags way before they became red flags and if I had my druthers, I would’ve left over a year before I did or before the situation came crashing down. Anyway, people who I communicate online with, some of them have become friends some of them I can trust, but there are some that I’ve learned that I cannot trust. I will not trust and I will not give money or time too. I understand that it is a difficult work environment. It is difficult to find work and some people choose to become full-time content creators where they spend the whole Flippin day on the Internet online on video live and they beg for money. That’s not me and I will not support anyone who does that. If you have a legitimate business if you’re polite to your customers if you’re polite to your friends, I will be there, but if you lie if you cheat, if you do things that are inappropriate or illogical I will not be there and I will blast you. I just may not say your name that is how I’m going to go about this. The only person I’ve blasted with name and serial number is my ex-boyfriend. Because he did me super dirty and he deserved every little thing that he got from me in the way of revenge. When I got back into my main Facebook account, I found the messages from his wife. She sent me some pretty dirty, ugly messages accusing me of things that she’s done she was projecting her attitude and behavior on me which is totally immature and bullshit speaking of immature and bullshit. There are some creators on TikTok again. I will not name names who act like complete bitches and they will talk behind your back. They will go behind your back. They will report you to a moderator instead of coming at you themselves and they will feel uncomfortable coming to you. If you cannot come to me and tell me, whatever is on your mind that you feel I’ve done wrong that is very high school. That is very immature and it will hit you in the ass in the end. The reason I started recording videos for YouTube is because I would have some content on my YouTube whether it be videos, whether it be short clips of me, speaking about myself, my hobbies, my lifestyle, etc., and maybe now and then I’ll talk about politics. Because politics are very interesting at this time. We’ve had several β€œaccidents” that may or may not be accidents. We have had changing of the guard in the White House. In my opinion, that is a very good thing a very good thing because we are correcting the mistakes of the previous administration and yes, they made some big big mistakes. But I will leave you here and I will focus on writing the next chapter to get my story. I bet you farewell for now.