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Good afternoon-I’ve had a good morning I have been sparse with my food because I feel like I’m bloated and uncomfortable-I have been to the gym I have been to the beauty store etc. I did not buy anything today except at Walmart which I felt it necessary because I felt the products I purchased called me. I have been doing some reading from #TheGoodWitchesGuide- I am still waiting for my Bible which I’m kind of afraid is the same thing as the book I have sitting in front of me but the book that is on the way is bigger/thicker than what is sitting in front of me. I am into different groups on Facebook I’ve been one I prefer her over the other but I’m not gonna leave the one that I’m not so energized about because you never know. Yesterday my Zen was completely wrecked from the dentist visit-it is not the dentist fault is the fault of myself. I say that because the scratch feeling from the metal tools on my teeth and gums trigger the anxiety and whether or not you tell me to be prepared for the emotions and the feelings etc. you cannot be. You cannot train yourself to not have an anxiety attack during something that triggers a nerve. I am doing some reading today in the good book and I say that because the scratch feeling from the metal tools on my teeth and gums trigger the anxiety and whether or not you tell me to be prepared for the emotions the feelings etc. you cannot be. You cannot train yourself to not have an anxiety attack during something that triggers a nerve. I am doing some reading today in the good book and Learning different potions for anxiety and stress relief but unfortunately I am allergic to some oils mainly chamomile and lemongrass I say this because I know my mother is allergic to and I wouldn’t be surprised if I was also, unfortunately, tomorrow I am going to be back in the broom closet because my family is coming and the members that are coming or not so supportive of my Seawitch. I honestly don’t give a fuck but I don’t want to cause any controversy. I don’t want to cause a confrontation even now my mom is not completely on board with this idea but she’s told me repetitively that whatever is helping my mental health whatever is helping me hold myself together or whatever makes me happy. And with that being said I personally have not been this peaceful since I lost my dad in 2008. I started aromatherapy almost 3 years ago so I’m not really completely surprised that I’ve turned to the Wiccan/witchcraft. I know people say that you cannot mix Wiccan with Christianity but at the moment I’m doing pretty well of balancing everything-I have talked before about not having the best relationship with God. I say this because thereof been so many things that have gone wrong in my life as far as people leaving My life without warning or that kinda thing. Before I found aromatherapy and Wiccan-witchcraft, I was an absolute hot mess. Emotional catastrophe is another way of saying that I wasn’t happy for more than 5-60 minutes at a time or there had to be something extraordinarily exciting to get me in a great mood. Now If I had to talk about the president if I had to talk about the weather specifically hurricane season, I would be spitting fire at the moment because I am not happy with hurricane season even though I’m blessed that we don’t own property down there anymore know it still hurts my heart to see what’s happening very much. I am disturbed at the death toll already I’m also disturbed at the boat fire in California because something doesn’t smell right at all and I wouldn’t be surprised if I hear about lawsuits for wrongful deaths. With regard to Mr. Donald J Trump, he was the best choice at the time but at this moment I am disturbed with his behavior in several categories right now I am not happy with him about the monies. The monies he is taking from FEMA/weather disaster and using that money to do the border wall open why the fuck would you do that during or right before hurricane season You are a complete asshole for taking money away from disaster relief and this hurricane is deadly and you take money away from emergency funding. Anyway, I am going to go read a good book and work on some knitting along with preparing myself for tomorrow. Blessed be all who read this.