💜🌈 CitizenPressDog 🌈💜

Hello and welcome back to my virtual diary! Today, I decided to stay home instead of heading to the gym as I initially planned. I’m okay with that; I’ll likely go tomorrow. For now, I’m enjoying a relaxing day in my apartment, focusing on knitting and watching videos, which is my usual routine. I’ve also been contemplating whether I should record a new podcast episode.

I create audio-only podcast episodes for my YouTube channel. I find that it’s easier for me to share my thoughts without the pressure of being on camera. I definitely enjoy going live on TikTok,Twitch, Favorited, but often feel frustrated by having just a few viewers during my live sessions. It can be disheartening, especially since I’m trying to promote good mental health through my work and engagement.

I genuinely enjoy talking and writing, and I’m actively working on building my public speaking skills. The lack of viewers can sometimes make me doubt my efforts, which is why I’ve been reevaluating my presence on Meta platforms. I don’t charge for my content; I simply wish to provide value and support to others. My knitting journey has evolved into a small business and donation project, and I’m incredibly grateful to my Nana for instilling this passion in me. She has been an inspiration in my daily crafting.

I also remember my dad fondly, as he introduced me to the world of eBay and shopping, which sparked my interests. My collection has grown quite large, including amazing materials, books on witchcraft and vintage television, and a healthy DVD collection. Alongside creating podcasts, I enjoy consuming content on YouTube.

As an autistic artist, I do face challenges with verbal fluency and structuring my thoughts, so I appreciate the assistance of tools like Grammarly for my writing. Recently, my charger has been acting up, and I’ve been relying on the MagSafe technology. Right now, I’m managing a few devices, including my iPad, iPhone, and Apple Watch. I also switched from AirPods to JLab sport earbuds as I find them more comfortable and secure.

I was considering doing a podcast episode about a TLC show concerning Tourette’s syndrome. While I don’t have Tourette’s, I have autism, and I firmly understand that both conditions are neurological disorders that cannot be cured but can be treated effectively through therapy and medication.

I’m passionate about learning, particularly in areas related to healthcare, law enforcement, and first responders. My experiences have taught me a lot, especially since I was able to save my dad’s and Nana’s lives in the past. Although I felt deep sorrow when I couldn’t save them in the end, I recognize the importance of those experiences in shaping who I am today.

As a pet parent, I often think about the circle of life and what it means to lose loved ones. I hope that when my time comes, I’ll be surrounded by those who have passed before me. I also wonder about the concept of reincarnation and what my past life might have been like, as there are interests, like my affinity for cemeteries and the paranormal, that I can’t quite explain.

All in all, I’m embracing this journey of self-discovery and learning to share my voice with the world, one podcast episode at a time.