So I am walking around Ulta Beauty and just taking in the sights and the unfortunate sounds of too many employees driving me bonkers I do not like it when there are too many fucking employees floating around the store I don’t care if it’s an uptick in employee leasing or if it’s because they were someone saying they were not enough floating. To me, it’s annoying as fuck. Anyway, I have taken some pictures of some things I like and some things I’m probably going to buy in the future-somethings and taking pictures of just for promotional value and honestly, there are some pallets that I wonder why the hell they are so expensive when they’re only 10 / 18 Colors per palette. I know that there is a value in the eyeshadow itself but to spend $38 0.56 ounces And $58 for 1.062 ounces is so much not up my alley definitely not up my alley-I will pay for good product but I will not pay for overpriced small quantity and when I say small quantity I mean 10 colors etc. by the way that was #LimeCrime – you can get an 18 pan palette from #TooFacedCosmetics for $49 holding 0.45 ounces of product per pan and I would rather pay for the #TooFacedCosmetics because I know their quality I know their pigment etc. I guess I’m just not a fan of #LimeCrime-OK I am sitting at home with the girls watching television just finished up a little bit of research/studying-did not print anything else out yet but I did order for more details I may or may not have mentioned it in my book of shadow journal entries yet-I know I put it in my Facebook group but I ordered four new 3 inch decals of the triple moon for my self made #BookOfShadows-Binder OK I am sitting at home with the girls watching television just finished up a little bit of research/studying-did not print anything else out yet but I did order four more decals I may or may not have mentioned it in my book of shadow journal entries yet-I know I put it in my Facebook group but I ordered four new 3 inch decals of the triple moon for my self made #BookOfShadows-Binder which is where I will be putting all my printouts of information that I need that I find on the Internet that I do not want to pay for the big book because I do not and cannot afford $12 $15 or $20 books every few days or a few weeks whenever I find one that sparks an interest aside from the various different Bibles I am gathering, I have found a fascination with Runes And that is the thing I am going to be printing-I also saw something about a witches composition book which I’m not buying because apparently it’s only a few pages of study information and then it’s a journal which I already have my journal plus I have this online outlet so not buying a composition book and the way I am finding the study materials I like or I need is via Instagram or Pinterest or Google. I am not the only thrifty witch or witch on a budget. So now that I finished my study for the time being I am working on some knitting. And some canine therapy-canine therapy is my daily saving grace they are one of the best tools in my defense against anxiety and panic attacks. So with that all being said I am going to log off for now-I did see the wonderful news that we have killed the son of one of the terrorists that are allegedly behind the September 11 attacks on America Osama bin Laden his son has been eliminated adios Hamza bin Laden.
Good morning from King of Prussia Pennsylvania, getting my cardio in and grounding my spirit and soul for the weekend. I did a little witchy shopping this morning Nathan I got an emblem for my iPad and looking forward to seeing how it looks I got the triple moon in pink. They also have it in lime tree green etc. I’m probably going to get a few of them depending on how they look when they come in. Slowly adapting to my spiritual journey and enjoying every fucking second. Life has I got an emblem for my iPad and looking forward to seeing how it looks I got the triple moon in pink. They also have it in lime-tree green etc. I’m probably going to get a few of them depending on how they look when they come in. Slowly adapting to my spiritual journey and enjoying every fucking second. Life has been better for me since August 25 even though we had the dental appointment hiccup-everything is going to be just fine. I have faith in many things. And I still don’t give a fuck what people say because this is mine when it comes to the spiritual journey. As my mom so carefully put it-it is my mental health self-help etc. and that is what is most important my mental health. So forgive me if I’m going to re-publish this note but just know geez-I don’t know if I publish it in the first place. It was good to see family yesterday definitely brought some good energy to the house that it’s been lacking severely so we are in a good space. I am just getting my things went wit so forgive me if I’m going to re-publish this note but just know geez-I don’t know if I published it in the first place. It was good to see family yesterday definitely brought some good energy to the house that it’s been lacking severely so we are in a good space. I am just getting my fins wet when it comes to learning the pagan/witchcraft/Wiccan lifestyle and I’m realizing that I am going to be getting more paperback books instead of Kinda lysing everything because I don’t wanna pay $10 a month for a service when I’m not that much into reading random books I pick a book I read it and the chances of having all titles that I’m interested in ready for the Kindle device is not great enough for me to invest $10 a month I am enjoying the current book I have also looking forward to the next book I am receiving plus I have one of interest that I like which my mom has been reading that I’m going to purchase. Even though I know she is not completely understanding of the spiritual journey, she is just happy for me that I have found something that is working for me in the realm of steel and your guidance and spiritual happiness. Even though I know she is not completely understanding of the spiritual journey, she is just happy for me that I have found something that is working for me in the realm of steel and your guidance and spiritual happiness. OK this morning when I was at the gym, I was thinking about my family and my friends-those who love me or care about me etc., I realize that not everybody is on board with my new journey and I understand but what they do not is that I have not been this happy in years I feel like I find my inner peace fairly easily and I am not having panic and anxiety attacks as often, in fact, the first one in a few weeks I had was the other day at the dentist. So as I am watching injustice with Nancy Grace marathon, I am evaluating everything in my life at least on a small scale and I am very happy I sleep better at night etc. and even though I got up at 4:30 this morning, I feel confident that I will be able to work and push my way through the day. I think I mentioned the book that my mom is keen on now. So as I am watching injustice with Nancy Grace marathon, I am evaluating everything in my life at least on a small scale and I am very happy I sleep better at night etc. and even though I got up at 4:30 this morning, I feel confident that I will be able to work and push my way through the day. I think I mentioned the book that my mom is teen on now. I am planning on purchasing that book When my bank account allows-I have overspent already this month but I am safe I just can’t make any more big purchases. Tomorrow, The Jeffree Star Cosmetics X Morphe Brushes collaboration is coming to Ulta Beauty stores. With that being said, I have everything that I want for the collaboration and I am on a spending hold when it comes to cosmetics until I have a hefty bank account. There are definitely items I want to add to my arsenal and yes I know I have a lot but there are pieces in certain collections that I am missing. I am also planning on starting a new project for the holiday of Mabon. It is my first holiday as a witch, a witch who has come out of the broom closet. With regard to the broom closet – I am keenly aware of the fact that my social media has changed tunes A little bit and that’s OK for me because my spiritual journey is something that I realized maybe something that the big man upstairs also known as God may have put me on this path so I can find my happiness. If that is the case thank you, Lord Jesus Christ. I know that there are people who believe differently than I do and that’s perfectly OK there are other witches that believe differently and that is fine that is cool that is their choice. Being a baby witch is something that I take pride in because I am finding my safety my spirit my happiness. Do y’all know that witchcraft, Wiccan & Paganism is not at all the same thing nor do they have to go hand-in-hand?-The the new book that I’m going to purchase in the next month or so teaches that. None of the things I am posting on social media whether it be Facebook, Twitter, Instagram, etc. is meant to offend anybody I apologize if it does but it is not my intent. So with that, I bid you farewell and blessings to everybody and I am going to go get some other studying and working completely. Thank you for reading.
OK, I just wanted to do a quick follow up for my day, yes I had a pretty awesome day until I had to go to the dentist. Nothing personal towards the dentist it’s just that my nerves get jacked up in more ways than one and I always get thrown into a panic attack/anxiety attack. Happily say that I do not have any cavities but I am still reeling from the anxiety-I did get to do some metaphysical shopping today at Barnes & Noble booksellers. I did not join the club because they are not my number one source or reading materials-I purchased a book it was suggested to me when I first started my spiritual journey-I am still waiting for my eBay order of #AWitchesBible. Understanding that it is coming from Florida with the weather as is down there I understand why it’s taking so damn long #UPSGround-Anyway as I am dictating this message, I am working on my knitting along with watching #GhostHunters on #AETV. I am very excited with regard to my beauty arsenal because it got some new additions today and I am probably gonna get some more things by the end of the year-oh my God it is September. I know that Jeffrey Starr has some things coming in December-ish Christmas time-ish-I have collected a lot since May. Hey, I’m going to be very cautious in the next couple weeks not spending any money because I spent more than I intended to today. Ran out of the house without coffee so I had to pick one up at Starbucks also I picked up an extra lip scrub when I was picking up my selection at Morphy. Also, I forgot to use my five dollars off at Sephora-poops but oh well there are more items in the #PeachesAndCream-Collection Release update than what I purchased but at this time I have enough setting spray and mascara and I use different brands of everything so I don’t stockpile oodles of one product /brand. Tonight is a big night for me TV-wise, we have episode number five of #BH90210 we also have the Premier of #DogsMostWanted and we have the continuation of #GhostHunters all airing at 9 PM. So tonight I will be trying to disembark my anxiety attack and return my energy to positive also doing research on various topics either in my handbook or on the Internet. I’m also going to be knitting Unfortunately because of the anxiety attack, I am overly tired so I don’t know what time I’m going to bed. So before I start babbling like a parrot I am going to shut up and in this post
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Good afternoon/evening ladies and gentlemen, I have been out of the house/office until about two hours ago because I got to go on a road trip and a change of scenery happened which was very necessary. I have discovered that even though I may not technically be a witch I do enjoy some of the witchy interests and fascinations. I enjoy energies paranormal’s karma. I do like The Celtic crescent moon pentagram and the rainbow moonstone. I do have a little Irish in my blood so I’m wondering if that’s why I am fascinated with Celtic. I do remember going to Ireland I was younger Plus I am fascinated with death and the afterlife not wanting to die or wishing people would die but the process is interesting. Slide from the thoughts in my head, I am working on the knitting which I did not take it on the road with me but I probably should have I would’ve gotten a ton done So I’m sitting here with the girls watching mamas family. So last night I put a small bowl of salt on the counter in the den and went to bed I think it made it little more lively not in a bad way and now I’m sitting here after going to brunch watching cops having more coffee and knitting – I have several things that I am looking forward to getting within the next few months. So I have been doing more research about witchcraft/white witch/cottage which-trying to figure out which witch I am or am not. I have always been interested in the craft I’ve always been interested in different things-I enjoy researching different subjects whether they stick with me or not is the question but I’ve always been a little mysterious as a Scorpio female anyway. I think I mentioned in the past post I’ve been fascinated with death and the afterlife not necessarily wanting to die or looking forward to dying I’m actually a little bit afraid of dying and I’m afraid of losing the rest of my family to death even though I know they will be watching over me I don’t want to be alone-I know that sounds crazy for someone that’s an introvert also someone that has autism-we like to be alone we like to have our space we like certain things that others don’t and I guess what still frustrating to me is that I don’t sleep in my own bedroom anymore since my uncle moved in so I’m living in a room with no doors for privacy and that bothers me. When I think about witchcraft and similar subject, I think about the fact that I want to learn how to get rid of the negative karma and negative energy in my household even though other people don’t see the negative I see the negative karma and it makes me uncomfortable plus the fact that I don’t know where it comes from. Wh when I think about witchcraft and similar subject, I think about the fact that I want to learn how to get rid of the negative armor and negative energy in my household even though other people don’t see the negative I see the negative karma and it makes me uncomfortable plus the fact that I don’t know where it comes from. Anyhow, I am going to stop randomly rambling and go about my day.
It is in my opinion, that most of today’s “reality TV“-comes from possibly the IQ of some of #GenerationNow-I’m talking about the current generation, sometimes I wonder about the brain cells of the millennial population because a lot of the reality TV today is fucking stupid-I feel bad for the generation who does not understand certain programs because they just May not be popular right now. I am very happy very lucky that I grew up in the 80s and 90s and early 2000’s because I am able to have the memories of TV and of news media that are not biased that are not trying to brainwash do you etc. I am from that generation where #BeverlyHills90210 was a cult favorite & @COPSTV Was the number one rated Saturday night show on fox TV. This is probably going to turn into another rambling rant just like the one that I did regarding #TheCrefeldSchool, I miss the innocence and the way of life back then but sometimes I wonder what it would’ve been like if we had social media back then-I miss the days of innocence. OK so as I said above I have a feeling that this is going to turn into more than just a page entry. Like I said in #TheCrefeldSchool blog entry , I miss the days of innocence I miss the days where we didn’t have to worry about school shootings in America-I know that they’re probably were some interesting domestic terrorism incidents happening but I don’t remember them being on a national scale that they currently are iPhone I feel like America is somewhat pissed off that we have a republican president I feel like there was not the outcry of racism of poverty of white nationalist etc. when we had a Democrat president I feel like people are trying to make mountains out of mole hills when it comes to police brutality in the sense of when the police neutralize a suspect because they pose a threat. Michael Brown, Trayvon Martin, any individual who poses a threat to the community to law-enforcement, law-enforcement has the right to neutralize that person for the safety of the officer and the community I don’t necessarily believe that weaponry has to be involved because a verbal threat is just as good in my mind it’s a physical threat if someone promises violence whether it be current or upcoming that is a domestic terrorism threat. When people say that mental illness is the card they pull out of the minion that’s a slap in the face to people who really have a mental illness-and for the record autism is not a mental illness it is a brain dysfunction and everybody on the planet is not mentally L if they have autism if they have any type of brain injury that is not a mental illness-I had an experience yesterday at the grocery store where I was looking for a specific product which was “discontinued“ because apparently it was a trial run at the store anyway I was talking to two different employees of the market and found out that autism and attention deficit disorder/attention deficit hyper active disorder not only are intermingled together but often misdiagnosed for each other. This conversation came up because it was a young boy who was having a meltdown in the grocery store and his parental unit was not paying attention was not doing anything to help the situation-the woman I was talking to, has an eight-year-old grandson-who was diagnosed with attention deficit disorder as a young boy but two years ago which was the same time I figured out my autistic relationship/diagnosis, is when this young boy was rediagnosed with autism. FYI I did the math with my budget this month, and I am able to comfortably purchase collaboration part two tomorrow and I also have other ideas to work towards for October in my scheme of life so I am very happy I am learning how to conserve and not be so damn impulsive #SorryNotSorry If I offend anybody because I am speaking my mind in the beginning of this blog and I will not apologize for having my thoughts about life and the community we live in-speaking of the community we live in my specific community that I’ve lived in for 30+ years, I have definite reservations about everything going on in this community but over the past few years with the growing economically and brick and mortar stores wise-I am very content with what’s going on in my community except for the politics and the excessive building-transportation-it’s going to be a fucking nightmare and the crime and drug community is going to invade my hometown if this fucking septa high-speed line comes through-I’ve been watching intervention: Philadelphia is a six week mini-series and I’m scared that all the drugs and crime/criminals are going to come to the suburban Philadelphia area-yes we might have to hire more police officers yes we might have to hire more security guards but the point is we should not have to deal with the fucking epidemic of drugs in USA Philadelphia in the suburbs and when I say drugs in the USA, I am sad about the opiate epidemic across the country but also I saw something on Twitter this morning about terrorists disguising themselves as refugees. Yeah, that could happen that is horrible. I shared several articles this morning about President Trump and his ideas for immigration the one that I really enjoyed was his handling ideas for green card immigrants, I agree with him when he wants to withhold certain “privileges “ because if you really want to come here for a better life you don’t want to “live off the government“ you shouldn’t be living off the government if you are an immigrant to my country as for the people who are legitimately on disability Social Security etc. God bless you those of you who legitimately are on disability or have a disablement that prevents you from holding a regular job God bless you- anyway I am fortunate that I don’t have any vices anymore except for coffee /Caffeine. As I digress, I am very happy that Kevin Harvick won the race last night at Michigan and it was very cool to see his young son be able to participate in the victory Lane services ceremonies and it would be totally awesome if Keelan had his dream come true. His dream is to raise his daddy on the track someday by being that Kevin Harvick is 43 years old & Keelan is only seven – will daddy still be racing when Keelan is old enough to race with all that being said, I will be back later with more ramblings whenever I feel the urge to drop so thank you for reading and subscribing etc. I will talk to you later…
Good afternoon ladies and gentlemen, I was working on a post in WordPress but I accidentally closed it and the bitch didn’t save haven anyway I have been keeping track of Mr. diva and always keeping track of what’s going on with his laundry, etc. I am excited about the upcoming launch. But I think I have figured a few things out-we all know that #JaclynHill and # MorpheBrushes do a lot of work together or do they? I have a suspicion that her cosmetics brand is either co-owner or controlled by Morphe. Because it’s just a hunch I say this because # JeffreeStar was asked if he has any stake/ownership in the brand -his reply to that was absolutely not… but I can’t say that about #JaclyHillCosmetics and Morphe Brushes plus there have been people speculation about it in the past. Anyway, there was also some talk about what’s coming in the year 2020 #JeffreeStarCosmetics, I am very excited not only for the foundation but the mascara and the eyeliner, etc. I’m sure there are plenty more surprises that we don’t know about. There was something else that I have a suspicion on just like with Jaclyn Hill’s company. Jeffree was apparently approached by a major brand to work behind the scenes for them and no not a collaboration-the company which he would not mention is apparently a brand he’s been wearing for 10 years or so we all know that he got his start with #MacCosmetics -I wonder if that was the company that wanted to buy his but also wanted him to work for them under the radar now i usually don’t do speculation post but this one was way too fucking good to give up or walk past.
so as promised I came back with the video from Mr. diva. I am very excited and I am purchasing this but I am going to wait a little bit-probably going to get two of the brush sets because I got two of the brush sets before. Considering I got two of the beauty sponge trio, and there’s nothing different about the new beauty sponge trio I am not getting those, if I want pink beauty blenders I can get them down the road. I’m definitely impressed with the 30 shade eyeshadow palette which has shadows that are not available anywhere else. Yes please decide I love the Jeffree Star and Morphe shadow formula-I’m almost surprised that he did not include any lipsticks any setting powders etc. but with that being said I did the tally on prices and to my tally I’m only going to spend $137 total that is including the brush sets . Love this but it’s affordable. So I hope you enjoy the video below
Good evening everybody this is an impromptu blog/message, I just learned about something new coming for us all in #TheStarFamily, looking forward to this new release/reveal-I am eager to see what’s coming up but I am going to be conservative about purchase because I have done a lot lately and with my shopping addiction I want to scale back some being that I just went through my lipsticks and I am in the process of organizing-most of my lipsticks, are from #NYXCosmetics because I was or am I don’t know my status a product reviewer with that being said I have not gotten a PR Box in a while and they used to be quarterly. I’m not going to worry about that PR Box because honestly, I don’t use NYX Cosmetics as much as other brands. It would be awesome sauce to get on another #PRList. So with that little ditty being said I am going to skedaddle for the night and will definitely get back with everything that I learned tomorrow. Have a blessed evening and thank you for listening/reading I appreciate everyone very very much.