Okay so i started this series of entries a few weeks back when the Jawbreaker Collection from Jeffree Star was released, I have been following Jeffree for a long time but just started collecting his stuff within the last few months. I have many items which are all posted on Instagram. Today I received my order that was supposed to be the backup mini breaker in case the JSC order never arrived but it was the Jaclyn Hill Master Collection of brushes which is going back because I don’t support her. Anyway, I did come home with the full-size Jawbreaker eyeshadow palette and Caramel Kisses highlighter. Who really knows what if anything is next from the collection and or Jeffree Star because he is amazing i don’t know where my make up collection is going next but I know that I have two more palettes coming from BH cosmetics, I am addicted to shopping to make up and yarn. But for right now I think mama needs a nap so I will finish the next blog post as soon as possible and have it published as soon as possible
OK so I’m sitting on the couch just thinking and many things came to my mind. About my shopping addiction, about politics, about my social life, about everything really- yes I like shopping yes I like collecting certain things-am I a hoarder? No not necessarily because I use what I buy, whether it be make up whether it be skin care whether it be-I use it. About Mr. President, do I trust him not really. Why did I vote for him? Because I did not trust at all the other candidates. Would I vote for him again? I think depends on who is in the 2020 elections. With regard to my social life life and I don’t often talk about what’s going on. I’m not going to reveal too many details but I I am very happy. Nobody specific just happiness. Happiness because I am content with my “job” being able to stay home with the girls and have a leisurely life is very nice- I am content with where I am living because I have every store that I frequent online close by brick and mortar. My beauty arsenal has grown tremendously, I added four new brands this spring/summer. As far as the product review and promotion-I don’t know if I can make a full-time hobby out of it because having to buy product just to try it gets expensive and there’s only so many different things I want to try out there. As for yarn – I had a pretty good collection before but with in the recent weeks I added much my color I took June by the horn’s and added rainbow multicolors to my nice healthy inventory.
OK so I have been a little over opinionated on Facebook and other outlets lately so I think it’s time that I write it all down. Somethings in my count Yep I’m happy about and somethings I am not happy about, same goes with the entire world somethings I’m happy about and somethings I’m not a fan yes I voted for Mr. Trump, that does not mean that I agree with everything he does but I think he was a better choice than any Democrat out there. With that being said-I do not like the drama and the cat fights etc. surrounding the Democratic Party-Both big picture and small picture it sucks. Being opinionated or over opinionated is why I started this blog in the very first place. Most of my life is going wonderfully, I am busy I am happy with most of what’s happening, I am busy knitting and sharing articles also taking care of my canine. Staying healthy has been something that I’ve been working hard hat. I am currently 5 to 8 pounds away from my goal weight at least what my doctor wants. If I am lucky I will get down to my ideal goal weight. As for my climate that I live in, where are The palm trees, I have my hibiscus is but; this weather is tropical enough for me to miss my island home. Living 25+ years in the Virgin Islands yes I miss it even though I know it is very expensive right now I can guarantee you if I went back and had the funds unlimited-I would definitely stay but with regard to that I think that our territories should be allowed to have voting rights. I think that we need to do a statehood on Puerto Rico and possibly the Virgin Islands-the district of Columbia-I think it still needs to be what it is but I think they do need voting rights as well. I wish that our territories were recognized more not just when there is #HurricaneSeason. People seem to forget that the US Virgin Islands and Puerto Rico is definitely American territory there are American citizens there they deserve rights just like everybody else that lives on the mainland. As for the abortion situation, I am play life-I understand that women deserve rights they do but in the sense of murder-every child deserves a bite to live that is why there is adoption. I’ve got plenty of humans and animals if you cannot or will not take care of sad human or animal do not adopt do not foster, if you do not have the balls to be responsible and just don’t have sex. I know that I am more liberal in some areas then I don’t use where I am conservative that is why I consider myself a freethinking independent because I don’t believe everything of one party. As far as voting if you are independent, I think you need to either register with the party you are closely affiliated with or somewhat agree with in order to vote that is what I did of coarse. These damn paper ballots that we have now-I don’t like him I don’t agree with him I think it was better electronica though I understand where they were all concerned but as a election season employee of the county, I think those machines need more research before they deployed them across the stage. There were problems all over in my jurisdiction meaning my township. Some of them did not open on time and others were picky about the ballots they processed. The perforations on the ballot some selves were very unsatisfactory so they need to reevaluate how they print them and the perforations at the bottom. While I am dictating this, I am walking in my mom because I didn’t feel like going to the gym today I decided to do cardio. looking forward to the next month in the year in the month of June, I support the LGBT community, I think every American citizen deserve rights whether you are gay straight bi sexual whatever same goes for your religion-it should not matter as long as you are not a radical citiz, I think every American citizen deserves rights whether you are gay straight bi sexual whatever same goes for your religion-it should not matter as long as you are not a radical illegal immigrant or a radical in anyway you should have voting rights you should not be discriminated against. You should not be a discriminated against if you have a disability, I speak from experience I have “disabilities”. But I do not see them as disabilities because I have been living with them my entire life and what people think does not matter you either accept me or get the fuck out of my life because I don’t want you. Yes I’m an entrepreneur and that means that I work for myself I do what I want that makes me happy and keeps my time filled up my finances are not a concern so that is pleasant. I know I’m a shopping addict from many different categories. I love my cosmetics, I love my skin care and I love my crafting. With regard to my love for Cosmetics, I purchase only cruelty free items and work with what I love brand wise. Always interested in trying new brands only if they are cruelty free and I’m not afraid to shout out to a company if I want to try them but yet they are not cruelty free I try to get the message across that it’s better business to be cruelty free than not. Now that I’m finished with my rambling for the day we hope, God bless America and no matter what I say about our president-right now he’s better than the alternative or alternatives especially in 2020 with the clown car of candidates, in my personal opinion I don’t think any of them are qualified to be in the White House even if they have been part of the White House before I think there is something creepy about every single damn candidate including the current president. Just being honest.
So my day is going well, woke up this morning not intending to spend anymore money but #Influencers changed my mind- I was alerted to a #GottaHaveIt #Sentimental color which I found on Poshmark after looking on the website and it being sold out-also when I was checking my emails I saw a half birthday gift from Tarte Cosmetics. #CrazyObsessed with skin care and beauty products am I? Yes indeed I have to have certain things in my arsenal/beauty trolleys. I totally love urban decay liquid lipsticks & glosses etc. I have been contemplating the #BeverlyHills90210 eyeshadow palette from solalook, Even though I have found that Jcat Beauty Has a named similar palette but the question is do I need to have it? I don’t know because I have most of the colors already and I don’t need to do any duplication unnecessarily also I don’t want to add to my brand arsenal right now. I am very close to finishing my mega lapghan, going to hopefully finish it by tonight or tomorrow at the latest. We will be home for the rest of the day watching television drinking coffee and knitting-the shopping this morning definitely made me feel good looking forward to getting back to eating healthier after a few Carbaholic moments. Last night I shared an article about Luke Perry, there are definitely conflicts in my head about how he was buried or what happened to him in the afterlife postmortem . With regard to what’s going on in my Township-I’m very frustrated with Democrats and trying to change what isn’t broken around here I’ve been I’ve lived here since 1985 and I hate seeing the bullshit and other crap happening trying to change things. I believe that we need to control the Board of Supervisors, In the sense of where they came from-where they live and who is paying for their current residential. I’m not happy that some evaluations were done without the citizens knowing and all the Board of Supervisors as to say is oh you should come to a meeting-everything the fact tha i’m not happy that some evaluations were done without the citizens knowing and all the Board of Supervisors as to say is oh you should come to a meeting-first our school buses get sold out to first student now the township took over the ambulance service which means we lost some good hard-working paramedics etc. changing the colors changing the services adding this taking away that all under the banner of making the township better-now we have to worry about the township turning into fucking Las Vegas even if I wanted to live with digital billboards and 24 hours whatever’s, I would live in Las Vegas or New York City. My hometown doesn’t need to be turned into a fucking circus and our representatives need to be a lifelong resident of the jurisdiction they serve.
OK, so I added a few more links to my homepage/website and The links are either campaigns or promotions. As an entrepreneur, I am very much interested in helping others in doing for others before myself. In the past few months, I’ve been very interested in helping people more than myself even though I enjoy shopping, etc. I also like to do donations whether it be time or small amounts of funding. I also like to do promotional work. Not everything I get paid for a lot of it I do out of the goodness of my heart and that’s fine with me because I find pleasure in doing some things for others. I have realized in the past few days/weeks that I being an employee anywhere whether it be a volunteer or a paid position is not always a Positive experience or a good thing. Anyhow today I did a little shopping-well a lot of shopping, unfortunately, made a little dent in this month funding but I got things that I needed or had on my necessary list so I am done spending for a little bit in the next couple months, I plan on upgrading the website I have not decided whether or not I am upgrading Grammarly or not because how often am I on the computer? I do a lot of work from the mobile devices of the iPad and the iPhone. To be honest I did flirt with a Microsoft product which I have decided that is not necessary for me at least at this time because my iPad is the iPad Pro and I believe that I can upgrade that a little bit if I add the pen and the keyboard. The question raised is do I need the keypad or the pen? With regard to the situation I had this week, it was being part of a group assisting someone who was down on their luck, and for some reason unknown to me, I am no longer affiliated with that group but to be honest, it is no skin off my nose if you have a problem with me whether it be personal or business because it is not my problem it is yours and if you cannot or do not understand then I am not going to waste time explaining. I am me and I am not changing for anyone if you understand me that’s wonderful we will have a lifelong friendship but if you cannot or will not accept or understand me then we’re better off not knowing not associating. I realize that I can be difficult but the elephant in the room is called autism, if you do not understand if you cannot understand, if you do not want to understand then I am better off without you I do not like wasting my emotional time on people on situations where I don’t get benefits of friendship/relationships. Yes I’m in bed early because I’ve been working all day which is what I was saying before-I have been shopping I have been exercising I have been working, working on my knitting working on my blog obviously and spending time with my children who are the most important thing in my life because they understand they love unconditionally. I am going to check the boards for any more stories that I could share but I appreciate as always you listening because this is my therapy I’ve been getting things out of my head and onto a platform.
Ok, so I just returned home from my workout and lunch date with friends. I’ve done a little bit more research about the pre-workout phenomenon and when you come down to the bottom line; it is not something that I want to continue. I have realized that there are a shit load of things in a “pre-work out“ that I don’t need/want-mainly sucralose which is a sugar type of product which contradictory to the company telling me what that tingly and bloating is all about-I am not interested. I don’t want to have tingles and bloating after a workout when working out is my way of getting out stress energy etc. #IDoNotNeedIt. Nor do I want it, I don’t mind doing promotions in the way of sharing posts etc. for any nutrition company I don’t mind I will take one for my team and do out of the goodness of my heart but I am not going to fall prey to another company whether you are long-term established or just off the turnip truck. Sucralose is not your friend nor do I think any pre-workout is really necessary if you’re a beginner or whatever. And less you’re pulling a damn tractor trailer you don’t need it. I’m gonna stick with my protein cookies and my flavored water because that’s what my body likes, my body likes ingredients that I can pronounce haven that I know what it is; I don’t want to have to Google an ingredient name just to know what I’m consuming in my body. On top of that-I’m on an anti-anxiety medication-How the hell is sucralose going to affect my aunt anxiety medication in the long line is it going to affect my autism in the long run. My anxiety and my autism is not something I’m willing to mess with just to get better performance in the gym. I’m sorry to those that I am not going to be working with on a regular basis but my health and my sanity are more important than a damn ambassador gig. I’m open to any ambassadorship /promotional gig except if it’s one that’s gonna fuck with my health. Anyway for the first time in a while, I’m actually sitting in my bedroom-not going to sleep here I don’t think but life is good I am happy my dogs are happy and that’s really what freaking matters in life is my happiness. So I am going to return to normal life as a spokesperson/promotional influencer etc. for companies that I get enjoyment from their product. I do enjoy working with all companies but I don’t really find nutritional supplement companies my cup of tea.
So I have some interesting news about my #ShoppingAddiction #BeautyCollection, I am getting a second make up trolley from my favorite craft store. Michael’s Crafts has anything and everything in the way of organization and creativity in my opinion. While I do you shop in in other places, I do enjoy going on a shopping spree occasionally there and I am fortunate enough to have a location nearby. A lot of my shopping is done online but also a lot of my shopping is done in the store, it just depends on what I need and when. While I am a bargain shopper I also love story and names when it comes to certain items. My skin care is necessary to be #TarteCosmetics. My toothpaste must be a certain brand because it is the best out there for sensitive teeth. If you want to know more about this magical toothpaste, feel free to drop me an email or a tweet or message on any of my feeds. I love spending my time at the gym as much as I love spending my time at home with my canines working on my netting. My knitting is something that connects me to too late family members. My Nana who passed away in 2010, taught me how to knit while we were on vacation; or should I say in my #2Home, #TheUnitedStatesVirginIslands.A place in which I am very fortunate to have spent a lot of my youth and adolescence. I still follow many things the Virgin Islands and I tell everybody who says that I need to come down for a visit that if I ever came back to the island I would not go home. And going home/being at home I have a reason to be here. Just because I can “work from anywhere/At home” doesn’t mean that I don’t have responsibilities here in my home state, in my home Township. Over the past maybe two years I have become more involved in my community, maybe less than two years but it feels like forever because I have always wanted to be connected be involved. I have lived in this particular Township since 1985 and I severely care about what happens here while I don’t always agree with the politics in this town, I like having friends in high places and friends in high places means that you don’t always have the same ideas politically. Speaking of politics, I’m very much looking forward to the 2019 primaries. The 2019 primaries for my jurisdiction is May 21 and I am blessed enough to have my jurisdiction headquarters right down the street from me. I am the deputy constable of elections. Some people think that even though it’s a twice a year job we don’t have to work all year round but they are wrong. On a side note, I am sitting here in bed watching #LivePD,I really really despise this asshole subjects who say “You work for me” or I need to sign such and such I don’t see such and such “show me a trespassing warrant” “You know you’re violating me and you know you’re going to regret it“ when a subject try to intimidate an officer while they’re performing their legal duties it drives me absolutely insane because people think they know the law more than an officer. As someone who has followed her law throughout her life and as someone who respects law-enforcement etc. I have self-educating myself on certain topics so I do know something I’m not gonna reveal anything but I have been told that I could be a police officer. So this blog was originally about my cosmetics addiction, I will say that I have a cosmetics addiction as well as a urine addiction, I do like to go shopping in general and sometimes I do stockpile which is why I started this entry in the first place because my make up stockpile drawer for a back up items is practically overflowing. So I am going to go scour the interwebs and see what else is of interest for sharing on this blog. Thank you for listening or shall I say reading my rambles.
So yesterday or the day before I got my monthly rewards alert and I am VIP-Rouge. I do not normally use my reward points unless there is a product I really want to try with it already in my arsenal I need to be replenished. This month there was or is a face primer/moisturizer that I love and I have used it before but I want to upgrade to full-size. Rainforest Of The Sea Quench Hydrating Primer. Anyway I made the mistake of online ordering after finding out that the reward level of 500 points is not redeemable in store-not happy about that and I made that very damn clear on a tweet and they said in response they are going to be forwarding that information to the rewards department-anyway when I made the purchase online I forgot to use my coupon and I I screwed up my order. An order which I cannot fix, So I have to wait for the order to arrive-return the item I don’t want and save my coupon for the next time-if there is a next time that I shop from Sephora. Just like NYX Cosmetics , Returns and edits to orders are apparently either not possible or nearly impossible. So I’m not very happy today it upset me enough that I went into an anxiety attack. So I am going to learn from my mistakes and do more online shopping. Anyway I’m working on my knitting and trying to relax which may not happy for a little while